vishay soochi
shrimadbhagavat pravachan -svami tejomayanand
7.bhagavan ka jnanavatar (kapilavatar)
itana sab ho jane ke bad, itana bhog kar lene ke bad devahooti ko sansar se vairagy hone laga. unako maloom tha ki mere pati aise haian ki mere sath vihar to kar rahe haian, lekin ek din ye sannyas lekar chale jaeange. inako kisi chij mean jara bhi asakti nahian hai. meri jo l dakiyaan haian, inaki bhi jab shadi ho jaegi to ve bhi chali jaeangi. aur maian akeli hi rah jaooangi. vah kahate haian - bhagavan! maianne apake prabhav ko jana nahian. itane bade sant ke sath rahakar maian keval sharirik ichchha ki hi poorti karati rahi. maian b di dusht, abhagi hooan, moodh hooan.
yadyapi maianne usaki mahima ko nahian samajha tathapi sadhu ka sang to mokshadayak hi hona chahie.
bhale hi maian asakt huee lekin meri asakti anasakt ke prati hai. asakti yadi ragi logoan ke sath, kami logoan ke sath ho jae, to vah bandhan ka karan banati hai. lekin anasakt ke prati hone vali asakti moksh ka karan banati hai, to ab mujhe isaka phal milana chahie. hamari nau kanyaoan ka to vivah ho jaega, ap sannyas lekar chale jaeange, phir mera kya hoga? maian kaisi moodh rahi, apase jo jnan prapt karana chahie tha, vah nahian kiya. bhagy ne mujhe b da dhokha de diya. |
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