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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
174. shri shri nivasachary ji
abhi ve puri ke adhe hi marg mean pahuanche the ki unhhean yah hriday ko hila dene vala doosara samachar mila ki pandit goshvami ne gaur-virah ki agni mean apane sharir ko jala diya, ve is sansar ko chho dakar gaur ke samip pahuanch gaye. du:khit shri nivas ke kaleje mean saik doan barchhiyoan ke lagane se jitana ghav hota hai, usase bhi b da ghav ho gaya. ve ro-rokar bhoomi par lotane lage. ‘hay ! un mahapurush se maian shrimadbhagavat bhi n padh saka. ab puri jana vhyarth hai.’ yah sochakar ve phir gau d ki hi or laut p de. vahaan panihati se kuchh door par unhhoanne ek tisara hriday vidarak samachar suna. ek manushhy ne kaha– ‘mahaprabhu ke tirobhav ke ananhtar shripad nithyananhd ji ki dasha vichitr hi ho gayi thi. unhhoanne sankirtan mean jana ekadam band kar diya tha, ve kh dadah ke apane makan mean hi p de-p de– ‘ha gaur ! ha gaur !’ kahakar sada rudan kiya karate the. kabhi kabhi kirtan ke liye uthate to kshanabhar mean hi moorchchhit hokar gir p date aur ghantoan mean jakar hosh mean ate.
sabhi bhakht unaki manovhyatha ko samajhate the, isaliye koee unase sankirtan mean chalane ka agrah nahian karata tha. ek din ve shhyamasunhdar ke mandir mean bhakhtoan ke sath sankirtan kar rahe the, sankirtan karate-karate hi ve achet hokar bhoomi par gir p de. yah unaki achetana antim hi thi. bhakhtoan ne bhaanti-bhaanti ke yathn kiye kinhtu phir ve sachet nahian hue. ve gauradham mean jakar apane bhaee nimaee ke sath mil gaye.’
shri nivas ji ke oopar mano vajr gir p da ho, ve khinhn-chitt se kranhdan karate-karate sarakar thakur ke samip pahuanche aur ro-rokar sabhi samachar sunane lage. bhaktibhavan ke in pradhan shtamhbhoan ke toot jane se bhakhtoan ko apar du:kh hua. sarakar thakur bachhchoan ki tarah dhah marakar rudan karane lage. shri nivas ji ke donoan netr rudan karate-karate phool gaye the. ve kanhth ruandh jane ke karan kuchh kah bhi nahian sakate the. sarakar thakur ne inhhean kee dinoan tak apane hi yahaan rakha. isake ananhtar ve ghar nahian gaye. ab unaki ichhchha shri chaitanhy ki kri da-bhoomi ke darshanoan ki huee. ve usi samay sarakar thakur se vida hokar navadvip mean aye. un dinoan vishhnupriya devi ji ghor tapashyamay jivan bita rahi thian. ve kisi se bhi batean nahian karati thian, kinhtu unhhean shvaphn mean shri gauraang ka adesh hua ki ‘shri nivas hamara hi aansh hai, isase milane mean koee kshati nahian. isake oopar tum kripa karo.’ tab unhhoanne shri nivas ji ko shvayan bulaya. ve is chhote balak ke aise thyag, vairaghy, prem aur roop-lavanhy ko dekhakar b di hi prasanhn hueean. priya ji ne unake oopar param kripa pradarshit ki. inase batean kian, inake mashtak par apana pair rakha aur apane ghar ke bahari dalan mean inhhean kee dinoan tak rakha.
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