shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari160. jagadanand ji ki ekanishtha
svaroop gosvami chupachap sunate rahe. prabhu ne phir usi prakar rosh ke svar mean kaha- ‘kyoan re govind ! tujhe yah soojhi kya? taianne kya socha ki maian gadda-takiya lagakar vishayi purushoan ki bhaanti soooanga? too thik thik bata tujhe paise kahaan mile? yah vastr kisase maanga? silaee ke dam kahaan se aye?’ govind ne dhire se sir nicha kiye hi uttar diya- ‘prabho ! jagadanand pandit mujhe inhean de gaye haian aur unhian ki ajna se maianne is bichha diya hai.’ jagadanand ji ka nam sunakar prabhu kuchh saham gaye. unhean isake upayog n karane ka pratyaksh parinam aankhoan ke samane dikhane laga. unaki drishti mean jagadanand ji ki rosh bhari drishti sakar hokar nrity karane lagi. mahaprabhu phir kuchh bhi n kah sake. ve sochane lage ki ab kya kahooan, unaka rosh kapoor ki tarah ekadam n jane kahaan u d gaya. hriday ke bhavoan ke pravin parakhi svaroop gosvami mahaprabhu ke manobhav ko ta d gaye. isiliye dhire se kahane lage- ‘prabho ! hani hi kya hai, jagadanand ji ko kasht hoga, inhoanne premapoorvak b de parishram se ise svayan banaya hai. semal ki rooee hai, phir apaka sharir bhi to atyant hi nirbal hai, mujhe svayan ise kele ke pattoan par p da hua dekhakar kasht hota hai. asvasthavastha mean gadde ka upayog karane me to mujhe koee hani pratit nahian hoti. rugnavastha ko hi apattikal kahate haian aur apattikal mean niyamoan ka palan n ho sake to koee hani bhi nahian. kaha bhi hai, ‘apattikale maryada nasti.’ prabhu ne dhire-dhire prem ke svar meean svaroop gosvami ko samajhate hue kaha- ‘svaroop ! tum svayan samajhadar ho. tum svayan sab kuchh sikhe hue ho, tumhean koee sikha hi kya sakata hai. tum socho to sahi, yadi sannyasi isi prakar apane man ko samajhakar vishayoan mean pravritt ho jay to ant mean vah dhire dhire mahavishayi banakar patit ho jayega. vishayoan ka kahian ant hi nahian. ek ke pashchath doosari ichchha utpann hoti jati hai. jahaan ek bar niyam se bhrasht hue vahaan phir niche ki or patan hi hota jata hai. |
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