shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari157. mahatma haridas ji ka golokagaman
haridas ji ne kaha- ‘prabho ! ab utana jap hota hi nahian, svatah hi kam ho gaya hai. haan, mujhe apake shri charanoan mean ek nivedan karana tha.’ prabhu pas mean hi ek asan khianchakar baith gaye aur pyar se kahane lage- ‘kaho, kya kahana chahate ho? atyant hi dinata ke sath haridas ji ne kaha- apake lakshanoan se mujhe pratit ho gaya hai ki ap shighr hi lilasanvaran karana chahate haian. prabho ! meri shri charanoan mean yahi antim prarthana hai ki yah duahkh prad drishy mujhe apani aankhoan se dekhana n p de. prabho ! mera hriday phat jayaga. maian is prakar hriday phatakar mrityu nahian chahata. meri to manokamana yahi hai ki netroan ke samane apaki manamohini moorat ho, hriday mean apake sundar suvarnavarn ki saloni soorat ho, jihva par madhuratimadhur shrikrishn-chaitany yah trailokyapavan nam ho aur apake charu charitroan ka chintan karate-karate maian is nashvar sharir ko tyag karooan. yahi meri sadh hai, yah mor utkat abhilasha hai. ap svatantr eeshvar haian, sab kuchh karane mean samarth haian. is bhiksha ko to ap mujhe avashy hi de dean.’ prabhu ne dabadabayi aankhoan se kaha- ‘thakur haridas ! maloom p data hai, ab tum lilasanvaran karana chahate ho. dekho, yah bat thik nahian. puri meean mera aur kaun hai, tumhari hi sangati se to yahaan p da hua hooan. ham tum sath hi rahe, sath hi sankirtan kiya, ab tum mujhe akela chho dakar jaoge, yah thik nahian hai.’ dhire-dhire khisakakar prabhu ke pairoan mean mastak rag date hue haridas kahane lage- ‘prabho ! aisi bat phir kabhi apane shri mukh se n nikalean. mera janm mlechchhakul mean hua. janm ka anath, anapadh aur anashrit, sansar se tiraskrit aur shri hin karmoan ke karan atyant hi adham, tisapar bhi apane mujhe apanaya; narak se lekar svarg mean bithaya. b de-b de shrotriy, brahmanoan se samman karaya, trailokyapavan purushott kshetr ka devadurlabh vas pradan kiya. prabho ! din hin kangal ko rank se chakravarti bana diya, yah ap ki hi samarthy hai. ap karani n karani sabhi kuchh kar sakate haian. apaki mahima ka par kaun pa sakata hai? meri prarthana ko svikar kijiye aur mujhe apane manovaanchhit varadan ko dijiye.’ prabhu ne gadagad kanth se kaha- ‘haridas ! tumhari ichchha ke viruddh karane ki bhala samarthy hi kisaki hai? jisamean tumhean sukh ho, vahi karo.’ |
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