shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari85. shantipur mean advaitachary ke ghar
us samay ka drishhy b da hi karunapoorn tha. mata ki aisi dasha dekhakar sabhi upasthit bhakt dhah mar-marakar rone lage. chandrashekhar achary ka ghar krandan ki vedanapoorn dhhvani se gooanjane laga. mata ke mukh mean se doosara koee shabd hi nahian nikalata tha, ‘ha nimaee! mere nimaee!’ bas, yahi kahakar vah rudan kar rahi thi. bahut der isi prakar rudan karate rahane ke anantar bharrayi huee avaj se mata ne rote-rote poochha- ‘achary! mere nimaee ko kahaan chho d aye? kya vah sachamuch sannyasi ban gaya? achary! tum mujhe sach-sach bata do, kya us mere dulare ke ve kandhoan tk latakane vale kale-kale sundar ghuangharale bal sir se prithakh ho gaye? kya kisi nirdayi napit ne unhean chhoore ki tikshhn dhar se kat diya? khya mera sukumar nimaee bhikhari ban gaya? khya vah ab maangakar khane laga? achary! mujh du:khini abala par daya karake bata do mera nimaee khya ab n avega? khya ab maian apane hath se dat-bhat banakar us n khila sakooangi? khya ab bhookh lagane par vah mujhase balakoan ki bhaanti bhojan ke liye agrah n karega? khya ab vah mere kaleje ka tuk da mujhase alag hi rahega? khya ab use apani chhati se chipatakar apane tan ki tapan mita sakooangi? khya ab maian usake sugandhit baloan vale mashtak ko sooanghakar sukhi n ban sakooangi? achary! tum batate khyoan nahian? tumhhean mujh kangalini par daya khyoan nahian ati? tum maun khyoan ho rahe ho? mere prashhnoan ko uttar khyoan nahian dete?’ achary mata ke itane prashhnoan ko bhi sunakar maun hi bane baithe rahe. keval ve aankhoan se ashru baha rahe the. achary ko is prakar rote dekhakar mata samajh gayi’ ki mere nimaee ne jaroor sannhyas le liya. isaliye vah adhirata prakat karati huee kahane lagi-‘achary! tum mere nimaee ka pata moojhe bata to. vah jahaan bhi kahian hoga, vahaan maian jaooangi. vah chahe kaisa bhi sannhyasi khyoan n ban gaya ho, hai to mera putr hi! maian usake sath-sath rahooangi, jis prakar apane bachh de ke pichhe-pichhe dubali aur vriddha gau ranbhati huee chalati hai, usi prakar maian nimaee ke pichhe-pichhe chalooangi. |
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