shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari76. bhaktavrind aur gaurahari
nivarayam: samupety madhavan mahaprabhu ka vairagy dinoan din badhata hi jata tha, udhar virodhiyoan ke bhav bhi mahaprabhu ke prati adhikadhik uttejanapoorn hote jate the. dushht-prakriti ke kuchh purush prabhu ke oopar prahar karane ka suyog dhooandhane lage. mahaprabhu ne ye batean suni aur unake hriday mean un bhaiyoan ke prati mahan daya ayi. ve sochane lage- ‘ye itane bhoole hue jiv kis prakar raste par a sakeange? inake uddhar ka upay kya hai, ye log kis bhaanti shrihari ki sharan mean a sakeange.’ ek din mahaprabhu bhaktoan ke sahit ganga-snan ke nimitt ja rahe the. raste mean prabhu ne do-char virodhiyoan ko apane oopar tane kasate hue dekha. tab ap hansate hue kahane lage- ‘pippali ke tukade़ isaliye kiye the ki usase kaphki nivritti ho, kiantu usaka prabhav ulata hi hua. usase kaphaki nivritti n hokar aur adhik badhane hi laga. itana kahakar prabhu phir joroan ke sath hansane lage. bhktoan mean se kisi ne bhi is goodh vachan ka rahasy nahian samajha. keval nityanand ji prabhu ki manodasha dekhakar ta d gaye ki jaroor prabhu ham sabako chho dkar kahian anyatr jane ki bat soch rahe haian. isiliye unhhoanne ekaant mean prabhu se poochha-‘prabho! ap hamase apane man ki koee bat nahian chhipate. ajakal apaki dasha kuchh vichitr hi ho rahi hai. ham janana chahate haian, isaka khya karan hai?’ nithyanand ji ki aisi bat sunakar gadgad-kanhth se prabhu kahane lage- ‘shripad! tumase chhipav hi khya hai? tum to mere bahar chalane vale pran hi ho. maian apane man ki dasha tumase chhipa nahian sakata! mujhe kahane mean du:kh ho raha hai. ab mera man yahaan nahian lag raha hai. maian ab apane adhin nahian hooan. jivoan ka du:kh ab mujhase dekha nahian jata. maian jivoan ke kalhyan ke nimitt apane sabhi sansari sukhoan ka parithyag karooanga. mera man ab grihashth mean nahian lagata hai. ab maian parivrajak-dharm ka palan karooanga. jo log meri uttarotar badhati huee kirti se dah karane lage haian, jo mujhe bhakhtoan ke sahit ananhd-vihar karate dekhakar jalate hai, jo meri bhaktoan ke dvara ki huee pooja ko dekhakar man-hi-man hamase vidvesh karate haian, ve jab mujhe mooan d mu dakar ghar-ghar bhiksha ke tuk de maangate dekheange, to unhhean apane bure bhavoan ke liye pashhchattap hoga. usi pashhchattap ke karan ve kalhyan-path ke pathik ban sakeange. in mere ghuangharale kale-kale baloan ne hi logoan ke vidveshapoorn hriday ko kshubhit bana rakha hai. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ bhagavan ke mathura jane ke samay viyag-du:kh se du:khi huee gopikaean parashpar kah rahi hai-‘ari sakhiyo! n ho to chalo, ham sab bhagavan ke rakh ke samane letakar ya aur kisi bhaanti se unhhean mathura jane se roanke. yadi yah kaho ki kul ke b de-boodhoan ke samane aisa sahas ham kar hi kaise sakati hai; so isaki bat to yah hai ki jin mukunhd ke mukh-kamal ko dekhe bina ham kshanabhar bhi nahian rah sakatian unhhi ka aj daivayog se asahy viyagajanhy du:kh akar upasthit ho gaya hai, aisi din-chittavali ham du:khiniyoan ka kul ke b de-boodhe kar hi khya sakate hai? unaka hamean khya bhay?’ shrimadbha.10/39/28
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