shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari76. bhaktavrind aur gaurahari
bhaktoan dvara aanvale ke jal se dhoye hue aur sugandhit tailoan se tar hue ye bal hi hi bhoole-bhat ke ajnani purushoan ke hriday mean vidvesh ki agni bhabhakate haian. maian in ghuangharale baloan ko nashht kar dooanga. shikhasootr ka thyag karake mai. vitarag sannhyasi banooanga. mera hriday ab sannhyasi hone ke liye p dap raha hai. mujhe vartaman dasha mean shaanti nahian, sachhcha sukh nahian. maian ab poorn shaanti aur sachhche sukh ki khoj mean sannhyasi banakar dvar-dvar par bhatakooanga. maian aparigrahi sannhyasi banakar sabhi prakar ke parigrahoan ka thyag karooanga. shripad! tum svayan tyagi ho, mere poojy ho, b de ho, mere is kam mean rode़ mat atakana.’ prabhu ki aisi bat sunate hi nityanand ji adhir ho gaye. unhean sharir ka bhi hosh nahian raha. prem ke karan unake netroan mean se ashru bahane lage. unaka gala bhar aya. ruandhe hue kanhth se unhoanne rote-rote kaha- prabho! ap sarvasamarth haian, sab kuchh kar sakate haian. meri kya shakti hai, jo apake kam mean rode़ ataka sakooan? kiantu prabho! ye bhakt apake bina kaise jivit rah sakeange? hay! vishhnupriya ki kya dasha hogi! boodhi mata jivit n raheangi. apake pichhe vah pranoan ka parityag kar deangi. prabho! unaki antim abhilasha bhi poorn n ho sakegi. apane priy putr se unhean apane sharir ke dah-karm ka bhi saubhagy prapt n ho sakega. prabho! nishhchay samajhiye, mata apake bina jivit n raheangi.’ prabhu ne kuchh gamhbhirata ke shvar mean nithyanand ji se kaha- ‘shripad! ap to jnani haian, sab kuchh samajhate haian. sabhi prani apane-apane karmoan ke adhin haian. jitane dinoan tak jisaka jisake sath sanbandh hota hai, vah utane hi dinoan tak usake sath rah sakata hai. sabhi apane-apane prarabhdh karmoan se vivash haian.’ prabhu ki batean sunakar nithyanand ji chup rahe. prabhu uthakar mukuand ke samip chale aye. mukuandadatt ka gala b da hi surila tha. prabhu ko unake pad bahut pasand the. ve bahudha mukunhdadatt se bhakti ke apoorv-apoorv pad gava-gavakar apane man ko santushht kiya karate the. prabhu ko apane yahaan ate hue dekhakar mukunhd ne jalhdi se uthakar prabhu ki charan-vandana ki aur baithane ke liye suandar asan diya. prabhu ne baithate hi mukuandadatt se koee pad gane ke liye kaha. mukuand b de shvar ke sath gane lage. mukuand ke pad ko sunakar prabhu prem mean gadgad ho uthe. phir prem se mukunhdatt ka aliangan karate hue bole- ‘mukunhd! ab dekhean tumhhare pad kab sunane ko mileange?’ ashhcharyachakit hokar samhbhram ke sahit mukunhd kahane lage-‘khyoan-khyoan prabhoan! maian to apaka sevak hooan, jab bhi ajna hogi tabhi gaooanga!’ |
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