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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
155. mahaprabhu ki alaukik kshama
mahaprabhu shri mandir ke samip hi rahate the. vahian kahian pas mean hi ek u diya brahmani ka ghar tha. vah brahmani vidhava thi, usaka ek terah-chaudah varsh ka l daka prabhu ke pas aya karata tha. us l dake ka saundary apoorv hi tha. usake sharir ka rang tapt kaanchan ke saman b da hi sundar tha, aang pratyang sabhi sudaul-sundar the. sharir mean svabhavik balachapaly tha. apani donoan b di b di suhavani aankhean se vah jis purush ki bhi or dekh leta vahi use pyar karane lagata. vah prabhu ko pranam karane ke liye nity prati ata. prabhu usase atyadhik sneh karane lage. use pas mean bithakar usasean prem ki mithi mithi batean poochhate, kabhi kabhi use prasad bhi de dete. bachchoan ka hriday to b da hi saral aur saras hota hai, unase jo bhi prem se bole ve usi ke ho jate haian. prabhu ke prem ke karan us bachche ka aisa hal ho gaya ki use prabhu ke darshanoan ke bina chain hi nahian p data tha. din mean do do, tin tin bar vah prabhu ke pas ane laga. damodar pandit prabhu ke pas hi rahate the. unhean us advitiy roop lavanyayukt alpavayask bachche ka prabhu ke pas is prakar se ana bahut hi bura lagane laga. ve ekant mean bachche ko daant bhi dete aur use yahaan ane ka nishedh bhi kar dete, kintu hriday ka sachcha prem kisaki parava karata hai. atyant prem manushyoan ko dhik bana deta hai.
pandit ke mana karane par bhi vah l daka bina kisi ki bat sune nirbhay hokar prabhu ke pas chala jata aur ghantoan unake pas baitha rahata. prabhu bal bhav mean usase bhaanti-bhaanti ki batean kiya karate. manushy ke svabhav mean ek prakar ki kroorata hoti hai. jab ham kisi par apana poorn adhikar samajhane vala koee doosara purush bhi ho jata hai to ham man hi man usase dah karane lagate haian, phir chahe vah kitana bhi sarvagunasampann kyoan n ho, hamean vah rakshas sa pratit hota hai. damodar pandit ka bhi yahi hal tha. unhean us vidhava ke sundar putr ki soorat se ghrina thi, usake nam se chidh thi, use dekhate hi ve jal uthate. ek din unhoanne us ladatrake ko prabhu ke pas baitha dechaa. prabhu usase hans-hans kar batean kar rahe the. us samay to unhoanne prabhu se kuchh nahian kaha. jab vah l daka uthakar chala gaya to unhoanne kuchh prem poorvak rosh ke svar mean kaha- ‘prabho ! ap doosaroan ko hi upadesh dene ke liye haian, apane liye nahian sochate ki hamare acharan ko dekhakar koee kya samajhega?
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