shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari43. shrivas ke ghar sankirtanarambh
prabhu to akianchanapriy haian, nishkianchan banane par hi unaki kripa ki upalabdhi ho sakati hai. tumhare bhav poore nishkianchan bhakt ke-se haian. jab tum sachche hriday se nishkianchan ban gaye tab phir tumhean shrikrishn-prem ki prapti mean der n hogi. kal ganga-snan ke bad tumhean prabhu ki poorn kripa ka anubhav hone lagega.’ prabhu ki aisi bat sunakar gadadhar ki prasannata ka paravar nahian raha. ve ratri bhar prem mean magn hokar anandashru bahate rahe, ve ek-ek gh di ko ginate rahe ki kab pratahkal ho aur kab mujhe prem prapt ho. pratiksha mean unaki dasha pagaloan ki-si ho gayi. ve kabhi to uthakar baith jate, kabhi kh de hokar nrity hi karane lagate. kabhi phir let jate aur kabhi ap-hi-ap kuchh sochakar joroan se hansane lagate. prabhu unaki dasha dekhakar b de hi prasann hue. pratahkal ganga-snan karate hi ve anand mean vibhor hokar nrity karane lage. ve premasav ko pikar unmatt-se pratit hote the, mano unhean us madhumay manojn-madira ka poornaroop se nasha chadh gaya ho. unhoanne premaras mean nimagn hue alasane-se netroan se prabhu ki or dekhakar unake pad-padmoan mean pranam kiya aur kritajnata prakat karate hue kahane lage- ‘prabho! apane is adham papi ko bhi prem-pradan karake apane patitapavan puny nam ka yatharth parichay kara diya. apaki kripa jivoan par sada ahaitu ki hi hoti hai. mujh sadhanahin ko bhi dussadhy prem ki paridhi tak pahuancha diya. apako sab samarthy hai. ap sab kuchh kar sakate haian. prabhu ne unaki aisi dasha dekhakar adhirata ke sath kaha- ‘gadadhar! kripalu shrikrishn ne tumhare oopar kripa kar di, ab tum unase mere liye bhi prarthana karana.’ gadadhar ne atyant hi dinata ke sath kaha- ‘prabho! maian to apako hi isaka karan samajhata hooan. is prem ko apaki hi daya ka phal samajhata hooan, apase bhi bhinn koee doosare krishn haian, isaka mujhe pata nahian. yah kahate-kahate gadadhar prem mean vihval hokar rudan karane lage. shuklambar brahmachari ne bhi gadadhar ki aisi dasha dekhi. unake antahkaran mean bhi prem-prapti ki utkat ichchha utpann ho gayi. ve bhi gadadhar ki bhaanti apane-apako bhoolakar prem mean unmatt hona chahate the. unaka hriday bhi premasav ko pan karane ke liye adhir ho utha. doosare din ve bhiksha karake a rahe the. raste mean ganga jate hue prabhu unhean mil gaye. prabhu ko dekhate hi ve vayovriddh brahmachari unake pairoan mean lipat gaye. prabhu ne sankoch prakat karate hue kaha- ‘maian apake putr ke saman hooan. apane balyakal se hi pita ki bhaanti mera lalan-palan kiya hai aur god mean lekar premapoorvak khilaya hai. ap yah kya anarth kar rahe haian, kyoan mere oopar pap chadha rahe haian?’ |
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sanbandhit lekh
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