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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
177. shri chaitanhy–shikshashhtak
is athah sagar ke samhbanhdh mean maian kuchh bhi nahian janata ki yah kitana gahara hai, kinhtu he mere raman ! maian isamean dubakiyaan marate-marate thak gaya hooan. kabhi-kabhi khara pani muanh mean chala jata hai, to kaisi hone lagati hai. kabhi kanoan mean pani bhar jata hai, to kabhi aankhean hi namakin jal se chirachirane lagati haian. kabhi-kabhi nak mean hokar bhi jal chala jata hai. he mere manohar malhlah ! he mere komal prakriti kevat ! mujhe apana naukar janakar, sevak samajhakar kahian baithane ka shthan do. tum to ghvale ke chhokare ho n, b de chapal ho. poochh sakate ho, ‘is athah jal mean maian baithane ke liye tujhe shthan kahaan dooan. mere pas nav bhi to nahian jisamean tumhhean bitha looan.’ to he mere rasikashiromani ! maian chalaki nahian karata, tumhhean bhulata nahian sujhata hooan. tumhhare pas ek aisa shthan hai, jo jal mean rahane par bhi nahian doobata aur usamean tumane mujh-jaise anekoan doobate huoan ko ashray de rakha hai. tumhhare ye arun varn ke jo komal charan kamal haian, ye to jal mean hi rahane ke adi haian. in kamaloan mean saik doan dhooli ke kan jal mean rahate hue bhi nishchinhtaroop se bina doobe hi baithe haian. he nanhdaji ke la dile lal ! unhhian dhooli kanoan mean meri bhi ganana kar lo. mujhe bhi un pavan padmoan mean renu banakar bitha lo. vahaan baithakar maian tumhhari dhire-dhire pair hilane ki kri da ke sath thirak-thirakakar sunhdar shvar se in namoan ka gayan karata rahooanga–
shrikrishhn ! govinhd ! hare ! murare !
he nath ! narayan ! vasudev !
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nayanan galadashrudharaya
vadanan gadgadaruddhaya gira.
pulakairnichitan vapu: kada
tav namagrahane bhavishhyati..
phyare ! maianne suna hai ki aansuoan ke bhitar jo saphed-saphed kaanch ka sa chhota sa ghar dikhata hai, usi ke bhitar tumhhara ghar hai. tum sada usi mean vas karate ho. yadi yah bat thik hai, tab to prabho ! mera nam lena vhyarth hi hai. meri aankhean aansoo to bahati hi nahian, tum to bhitar hi chhipe baithe rahate hoge. bolana-chalana to vachalata mean hota hai, tum samhbhavataya mauniyoan se phyar karate hoge, kinhtu dayalo ! maun kaise rahooan? yah vani to apane ap hi phoot p dati hai. vani ko rok do, gale ko ruddh kar do, jisase shpashht ek bhi shabhd n nikal sake. sushti mean sabhi vashtuean shithil ho jati haian. tum kahate ho– ‘tere ye sharir ke bal khyoan p de haian?’
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