shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
174. shri shri nivasachary ji
pandit goshvami ne uthakar shri nivas ji ka aliangan kiya aur unake komal aang par apana shital premamay karakamal dhire-dhire phirane lage. unake prem-shparsh se shrinivas ji ka samhpoorn sharir pulakit ho utha. tab adhirata ke sath pandit goshvami ne karunakanhth se kaha– ‘shrinivas ! ab maian bhi adhik dinoan tak jivit nahian rah sakata. gaur ke virah mean mere pran t dap rahe haian. maian to usi din samudr mean koodakar in pranoan ka anht kar deta, kinhtu prabhu ki ajna thi ki maian tumhhean shrimadbhagavat padhaooan. meri sthiti ab padhane yoghy to rahi nahian, kinhtu mahaprabhu ki ajna shirodhary hai. prabhu tumhhean vrindavan mean jakar roop-sanatan ke granhthoan ka adhhyayan karane ke liye adesh de gaye haian. ve tumhhare dvara gau d desh mean bhakti ka prachar karana chahate haian. tum ab a gaye, lao maian prabhu ki ajna ka palan karooan. isase pahale tum puri ke sabhi prasiddh-prasiddh gaur-bhakhtoan ke darshan kar ao.’ pandit goshvami ne apana ek adami shri nivas ji ke sath kar diya. usake sath ve shri jaganhnath ji ke darshan karate hue sarvabhaum bhattachary, ray ramananhd adi bhakhtoan ke darshanoan ke liye gaye aur un sabaki charan-vanhdana karake inhhoanne apana parichay diya. sabhi ne inake oopar putr ki bhaanti shneh prakat kiya. is sabase vida hokar phir ye bhakht haridas ji ki samadhi ke darshanoan ke liye gaye. vahaan haridas ji ki namanishhtha aur unaki sahishhnuta ka shmaran karake ye moorchchhit ho gaye aur ghantoan vahaan ki dhooli mean lotate-lotate ashruvimochan karate rahe. shri chaitanhy ki sabhi lila shthaliyoan ke darshan karake ye pun: pandit goshvami ke samip laut aye. tab gadadhar ji ne inhhean mahaprasad ka bhojan karaya. bhojan ke ananhtar shvashth hone par inhhoanne shrimadbhagavat ke path ki jijnasa ki.
gadadhar goshvami ke netroan se jal niranhtar bah raha tha. khate-pite, padhate-likhate har samay unaka ashrupravah jari hi rahata. ve b de kashht se pothi ko shri nivas ji ko dekar padhane lage. shri nivas ji ne dekha pothi ka ek bhi akshar thik-thik nahian padha jata. sabhi prishhth pandit goshvami ke netroan ke jal se bhige hue haian. niranhtar ke ashrupravah se pothi ke sabhi akshar mitakar prishhth kale rang ke ban gaye haian. shri nivas ji ne use padhane mean apani asamarthata prakat ki.
tab gadadhar goshvami ne kaha– ‘shri nivas ! ab mere jine ki tum vishesh asha mat rakho. sansar mujhe soona-soona dikhata hai. hay ! jahaan gaur nahian, vahaan maian kaise rah sakooanga. mere pran gaur-darshan ke liye lalayit ho rahe haian. yadi tum padhana hi chahate ho to aj hi tum gau d chale jao. narahari sarakar ke pas mere hath ki likhi huee ek nayi pothi hai, use le ao. bahut samhbhav hai maian tumhhean padha sakooan. shri nivas ji samajh gaye ki pandit goshvami ka sharir ab adhik din tak nahian tik sakata. ve usi samay sarakar thakur ke samip se pothi lane ke liye chal p de. shrihatt mean akar unhhoanne sabhi vrittanht sarakar thakur se kaha aur ve jalhdi se pothi lekar puri ke liye chal diye.
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