shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari167. unhmadavashtha ki adabhut akriti
‘hay ! mere prananath kahaan haian ? jinake mukh par manohar murali virajaman hai aise mere manamohan muralidhar kahaan haian ? ari, maian khya karooan? kahaan jaooan ? maian apane phyare vrajenhdrananhdan ko kahaan pa sakooanga ? maian apani virah-vedan ko kisase kahooan? kahooan bhi to mere du:kh ko janega hi kaun? parayi pir ko samajhane ki samarthhy hi kisamean hai? un phyare vrajenhdrananhdan pranadhan ke bina mera hriday phata ja raha hai.’ is prakar ve sada tadapate-se rahate. machhali jaise kich d mean chhatapatati hai, sir katane par bakare ka sir jis prakar tho di der tak idhar-udhar chhatapatata-sa rahata hai usi prakar ve din-rat chhatapatate rahate. ratri mean unaki virah-vedana aur bhi adhik badh jati. usi vedana mean ve shthan ko chho dakar idhar-udhar bhag jate aur jahaan bhi behosh hokar gir p date vahian p de rahate. ek din ki ek adbhut ghatana suniye– niyamanusar shvaroop goshvami aur ray ramananhd ji prabhu ko krishhn-katha aur virah ke pad sunate rahe. sunate-sunate ardharatri ho gayi. ray mahashay apane ghar chale gaye, shvaroop goshvami apani kutiya mean p de rahe. yah to ham pahale hi bata chuke haian ki govinhd ka mahaprabhu ke prati vathsalhyabhav tha. use prabhu ki aisi dayaniy dasha asahy thi. jis prakar vriddha mata apane ekamatr putr ko pagal dekhakar sada usake shok mean udvighn si rahati hai–usi prakar govinhd sada udvighn bana rahata. prabhu krishhn virah mean du:khi rahate aur govinhd prabhu ki virahavashtha ke karan sada khinhn-sa bana rahata. vah prabhu ko chho dakar palabhar bhi idhar-udhar nahian jata. prabhu ko bhitar sulakar ap gamhbhira ke daravaje par sota. hamare pathakoan mean se bahutoan ko anubhav hoga ki kisi yantr ka ianjin sada dhakh-dhakh shabhd karata rahata hai. sada usake pas rahane vale logoan ke kan mean vah shabhd bhar jata hai, phir sote-jagate mean vah shabhd badha nahian pahuanchata, usaki or dhhyan nahian jata, usake itane bhari kolahal mean bhi niand a jati hai. |
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