shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari160. jagadanand ji ki ekanishtha
prabhu ne kaha- ‘vaise to maian apako jane ke liye anumati de bhi deta, kintu ab to kabhi anumati n dooanga. mujhase kruddh hokar jayange to mera man sada udas bana rahega.’ jagadanand ji ne premayukt madhur vani se kaha- ‘prabho ! ap par bhala koee krodh kar sakata hai. phir maian to apaka sevak hooan. maian sachche hriday se kah raha hooan, krodh karake maian nahian jata hooan. meri to bahut dinoan se ichchha thi. use apake sammukh bhi kee bar prakat kar chuka hooan.’ is par bat ka samarthan karate hue svaroop damodar ji kahane lage- ‘haan prabho ! inaki bahut dinoan ki ichchha hai. bhala, ye ap pad kabhi kruddh ho sakate haian. gasai d bhi to ye prativarsh jaya hi karate haian, isi prakar inhean vraj jane ki ajna de dijiye.’ jagadanand ji bole- ‘haan prabho ! vrindavan ki pavan dhooli ko mastak par chadhane ki meri utkrisht ichchha hai, apaki ajna ke bina ja nahian sakata.’ prabhu ne kaha- ‘achchhi bat hai, apaki utkrisht ichchha hai jo jaiye, kintu itana dhyan rakhana kabhi kisi se vishesh batean n karana. yahaan se kashi ji tak to koee bhay nahian. age dakoo milate haian, ve bangali samajhakar apako mar hi daleange. isaliye vahaan se kisi dharmatma kshatriy ke sath jana. vrindavan mean sada sanatan ke sath hi rahana. unhian ke sath tirth aur vanoan ki yatra karana. sadhu mahatmaoan ko door se hi pranam karana. unase bahut adhik sampark n rakhana aur n unake sath adhik din thaharana hi. vraj ki yatra karake shighr hi laut ana. sanatan se kah dena, maian bhi vraj aooanga, mere liye koee sthan thik kar lean. is prakar unhean bhaanti-bhaanti se samajha bujhakar vrindavan ke liye vida kiya. jagadanand ji sabhi gaur bhaktoan ki vandana karake aur mahaprabhu ki charanaraj sir par chadhakar jha dikhand ke raste se vrindavan ki or chalane lage. bhiksha maangate-khate ve kashi, prayag hote hue vrindavan pahuanche. vahaan roop sanatan donoan bhaiyoan ne inaka b da satkar kiya. ye sada sanatan gosvami ke sath hi rahate the. unhian ko sath lekar inhoanne vrajamandal ke barahoan vanoan ki yatra ki. sanatan ji ghar-ghar se bhiksha maang lote the aur inhean lakar de dete the aur aur ye apana bana lete the. sanatan ji to svayan vrajavasiyoan ke gharoan se tuk de maangakar le ate the aur unhian par nirvah karate the. kabhi jagadanand ji ke samip bhi prasad pa lete the. |
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