shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari153. shri shivanand sen ki sahanashilata
ek bar nilachanl ate samay puri ke pas hi kisi ghatavariya ne shivanand senaji ko rok rakha. ve bhaktoan ke thaharane aur khane pine ka kuchh bhi prabandh n kar sake. kyoanki ghatavariyoan ne unhean vahian baitha liya tha. isase nityanand ji ko unake oopar b da krodh aya. ek to ve din bhar bhookhe the, doosare rasta chalakar aye the, tisare bhaktoan ko nirashray bhatakate dekhane se unaka krodh ubh d p da. ve sen mahashay kare bhali boori batean sunane lage, usi krodh ke avesh mean akar unhoanne yahaan tak kah dala ki- ‘is shivanand ke tinoan putr mar jaye, isaki dhan sampatti ka nash ho jay, isane hamare tatha bhaktoan ke rahane aur khane pine ka kuchh bhi prabandh nahian kiya.’ nityanand ji ke krodh mean diye hue aise abhishap ko sunakar sen mahashay ki patni ko atyant hi duahkh hua, ve phoot phoot kar rone lagian. jab bahut ratri bitane par ghatavaloan se jaise-taise pind chhu dakar shivanand ji apane bal-bachchoan ke samip aye tab unaki dharmapatni ne rote rote kaha- 'gusaeean ne kruddh hokar hamean aisa bhayankar shap de diya hai. hamane unaka aisa kya biga da tha? ab bhi ve kruddh ho rahe haian, ap unake pas n jayan.’ shivanand ji ne dridhata ke sath patni ki bat ki avahelana karate hue kaha- ‘pagali kahian ki ! too un mahapurush ki mahima kya jane? tere tinoan putr chahe abhi mar jayan aur dhan sampatti ki to mujhe kuchh parava nahian. vah to sab gusaeean ki hi hai, ve chahean to aj hi sabako chhin lean. maian abhi unake pas jaooanga aur unake charan pak dakar unhean shant karooanga.’ yah kahate hue ve nityanand ji ke samip chale. us samay bhi nityanand ji ka krodh shant nahian hua tha. vriddh shivanand ji ko apani or ate dekhakar unaki pith mean uthakar joroan se ek lat mari. sen mahashay ne kuchh bhi nahian kaha. usi samay unake thaharane aur khane pine ki samuchit vyavastha karake hath jo de hue kahane lage- ‘prabho ! aj mera janm saphal hua, jin charanoan ki raj ke liye indradi devata bhi tarasate haian vahi charan apane meanri pith se chhuaye. maian sachamuch kritarth ho gaya. gusaeean ! ajnan ke karan mera jo aparadh hua ho, use kshama karean. maian apani moorkhatavash apako kruddh karane ka karan bana- is aparadh ke liye maian lajjit hooan. prabho ! mujhe apana sevak samajhakar mere samasat aparadhoan ko kshama karean aur mujh par prasann hoan.’ |
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