shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari149. raghunathadas ji ka uthkat vairaghy
prabhupradatt un donoan vashtuoan ko pakar raghunathadas ji ki prasanhnata ka thikana nahian raha. ve prabhu ki is apar kripa ke bojh se dab-se gaye. unhhoanne athyanht hi pulakit aang se prabhu ke padapadmoan mean sashhtaang pranam kiya aur bhaktibhav se un donoan poojhy vashtuoan ko hath phailakar din bhikshuk ki bhaanti unhhean shvikar kiya. us din se ve us shila ki pooja karane lage. pooja ke liye ek-ek vitasht ke do vashtr aur ek kashhth ka asan shvaroop goshvami ne inhhean diya aur mitthi ka ek toantanidar karoova bhi lakar inhhean diya. inake dvara ye bhagavan ki sattvik pooja karate. inaka vairaghy b da hi uthkat tha. sadharan logoan ko to inake vairaghy ki katha sunakar vishhvas hi n hoga. ye vashtroan mean bas ek phati gud di hi rakhate. gud di ke atirikht doosara koee bhi vashtr nahian pahanate the. ratri mean keval ghante-dedh-ghante sote the, nahian to niranhtar bhagavanhnam shmaran hi karate rahate. jihva ka shvad to inhhoanne ghar chho dane par phir kabhi liya hi nahian. bhiksha mean jo bhi rookha-sookha, mitha-k dava jo kuchh mil jata, sabako mila-julakar kha lete the. ab inake ghor vairaghy ki ek adabhut katha suniye. isase inaki titiksha, sahanashilata, jihvasanyam ki kathorata aur nishkianchanata ka pata lag jayaga. ye dopahar ko kshetr se bhiksh late the. usamean bhi unhhean kuchh paratanhtrata-si dikhayi dene lagi. bhanhdari inhhean adhik bhiksha dene laga tatha aur bhi inhhoanne usamean sangrah ke bhav dekhe. at: inhhoanne kshetr se anhn lana bhi band kar diya. ab ye doosari hi tarah is petaroopi gaddhe ko patane lage. yah to ham pahale hi bata chuke haian ki jaganhnath ji mean dookanoan par bhagavan prasadi bhat bikata hai, dukanadaroan ki dukan par jab do-tin din bhat nahian bikata hai, to vah s d jata hai. us s de hue chavaloan ko ve gauoan ke liye rashte mean pheank dete haian. tailangadesh vahaan se pas mean hi hai, puri mean b di-b di tailangi gauean vaise hi idhar-udhar ghoomati rahati haian. unaka pet isi prakar ke bhat se bhar jata hai. sianhadvar ke samip mean bahut-si dookanean haian, unhhian par prasad bikata hai. s de bhat ko sayankal ke samay raghunathadas ji utha le jate the. phir usamean bahut-sa jal dalakar dhote the. unamean se bahut s de-s de danoan ko bin-bin kar ve nikal dete aur jo kuchh achhchhe chaval ke dane shesh rah jate unhhean hi tho de namak ke sath khakar ve pani pi lete the. bas, isi prakar ve samay bitane lage. is sare kam ko ve ratri mean hi karate the, jisase koee dekhane n pave. |
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