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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
143. shvami prakashananhd ji man se bhakht bane
prabhu ne athyanht hi namrata ke sath kaha- 'bhagavan! ap jnani haian, pandit haian, shashtrajn haian, ham sabake guru haian. apake samane maian kah hi khya sakata hooan? kinhtu maian phir kahooanga, yah hriday ki bat nahian hai. vicharoan ka parishhkrit shvaroop hai, bhagavan! prem hi brahm ka sachhcha shvaroop hai. prem ki upalabdhi hi jiv ka charam lakshhy hai. vah karane ki chij nahian. usaka gan vani se nahian, hriday se hota hai, vah kaha nahian jata, anubhav kiya jata hai, usaki siddhi nahian ki jati, vah shvat: siddh hai; use sadhanoan dvara koee prapht nahian kar sakata, usaki prapti to prabhu-kripa se hi hoti hai. maian phir kahata hooan bhagavan shankar ne keval mastishhk pradhan purushoan ki buddhi ko athyant sookshhy karane ke hi nimitt sharir ke bhashhy ki rachana ki hai. unaka hriday to prabhu prem samane mukti adi ko tuchhchh samajhata hai. ve shvayan kahate haian-
kamhyopasanayarthayanhthyanudinan kianchith phalan shvepsitan
kechith shvargamathapavargamapare yogadiyajnadibhi:
ashmakan yudananhdanadh.ghriyugaladhhyanavadhanarthinaan
ki loken damen kian nripatina shvargapavargaishhch kimh..
'bahut log pratidin anek kamanaoan ke sahit upasana karake manovaanchhit phal chahate haian, kuchh log yajn-yagadi ke dvara shvarg ki ichhchha karate haian. bahut-se yogadi ke dvara mukti ki prarthana karate haian, kinhtu hamean to nanhdananhdan shrikrishhnachanhdr ke padaravinhdoan ke dhhyan mean hi tathparata ke sath sanlaghn rahane ki ichhchha hai. hamean uttam lokoan se khya? hamean raja ban jane se, shvarg se aur yahaan tak ki moksh se khya lena? hamean to satat unhhian arun varn ke charanoan ka dhhyan bana rahe!'
is shhlok ko kahate-kahate prabhu ka gala bhar aya. unake sharir mean sabhi sattvik vikaroan ka uday ho utha. unhhoanne apane bhav ko sanvaran karana chaha, kinhtu ve usamean samarth n ho sake. prabhu ki aankhean oopar chadh gayian. sharir se pasina nikalane laga. behosh hokar ve vahian ek takiy ke sahare ludhak gaye. unaki aisi dasha dekhakar prakashananhd ji ashhchary chakit ho gaye aur apane vashtr se shvayan unako hava karane lage. upasthit sabhi sannhyasiyoan par prabhu ki batoan ka aur unaki is adabhut dasha ka b da hi gahara prabhav p da. bahut-se to usi samay 'hari-hari' karake nachane lage. prakashananhd ji ke hriday mean bhi khalabali mach gayi. unaka man bar-bar kah raha tha- 'are moorkh! tere ajnan ko mitane ke nimitt sakshat shri hari sannhyasi ka vesh dharan karake tere samane upasthit haian, too inake padapadmoan ko pak dakar apane poorvakrit papoan ke liye kshama- yachana khyoan nahian karata. 'kinhtu itani bhari pratishhtha ka lalach abhi unake hriday mean se samool nashht nahian hua tha. ve hriday se to prabhu ke charanoan ke das ban chuke the. hriday to unhhoanne usi samay shri krishhn chaitanhy-namadhari hari ke charanamhbhojoan mean samarpit kar diya tha, kinhtu sharir ko abhi lokajajhjavash bachaye hue the.
usi samay prabhu ko hosh hua. ve kuchh lajjit-se hue takiye se hatakar ek or baith gaye. usi samay bhojan ke liye bulava a gaya, sabhi bhojan karane baith gaye. prabhu ne b de hi sankoch se sannhyasiyoan ke sath baithakar bhiksha payi. anht mean ve shri prakashananhd ji ke charanoan mean praman karake bhakhtoan ke sahit chanhdrashekhar ke ghar chale gaye.
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