shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari73. bhaktoan ki lilaean
hay! ikalaute putr ki mrityu par mata ko kitana bhari shok hota hai, isaka anubhav koee manushhy kar hi kaise sakata hai? mata ka hriday phatane lagata hai. usaka sharir nahian rota hai, kiantu usaka ant:karan pighalane lagata hai, vahi pighal-pighalakar aansuoan ke roop mean svat: hi bahane lagata hai. us samay use rone se kaup rok sakata hai? vah bahari rudan to hota hi nahian, vah to antarjvala ki bhabhak hoti hai, jisase usaka navanit ke saman snigdh hriday svat: hi pighal uthata hai. mare hue apane ikalaute putr ko shayya par p de dekhakar mata ka hriday phatane laga, vah jor se chitkar marakar prithhvi par moorchchhit hokar gir p di. apani patni ko is prakar pachha d khate dekhakar ttha ghar ki any sabhi striyoanko rudan karate dekhakar shrivas ji dridhata ke sath un sabako samajhate hue kahane lage- ‘dekhana, khabaradar! kisi ne saans bhi nikali to phir khair nahian hai. dekhati nahian ho, aangan mean prabhu nrity kar rahe haian. unake anand mean bhang n hona chahiye. mujhe putr ke mar jane ka utana shok kabhi nahian ho sakata, jitana prabhu ke anand mean vighhn p dane se hoga. yadi sankirtan ke bich mean koee bhi royi to maian abhi ganga ji mean koodakar pran de dooanga. meri is bat ko bilakul thik samajho.’ |
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