nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
4. maharshi shandilhy-kul parichay
ham keval prarthana-anushhthan kar sakate the aur kar rahe the. varshoan tak hamane yah kiya. hamare yajn, jap, tap, vrat sabaka ek hi uddeshhy ban gaya- vrajaraj nanhd ko tanay prapht ho; kiantu vah jo unaka tanay hokar anevala tha, vah sarvatanhtr shvatanhtr kisi ke bhi, kitane bhi kal ke, kaise bhi kathin tap, dhhyan, yajn se sadhhy nahian banata. sampoorn srishti ke samasht sattvaguni praniyoan ka kalhpanht satat kathor sadhan bhi use vivash nahian karata. vraj ke sab gop aur gopiyaan vrat, prarthana, poojan mean lage the ki unako yuvaraj prapht ho; kiantu jab ham vedajn brahmarshiyoan, tapasviyoan ke prayathn hi saphal nahian ho rahe the to ve to ashikshit athava alhpashikshit saral, sidhe, shraddhalu, grih tatha apani gauoan ko lekar bahut vhyasht rahanevale log the. parikshit! samhbhav hai, maian yahaan bhool kar raha hoooan; khyoanki us premadhan ko kisi ki tapashya tatha vidya prabhavit nahian karati; kiantu in gopoan, gopiyoan ke prem ne use kaise nachaya, yah to maianne prathyaksh dekha hai. vah premaparavash bahut karake inaki hi prarthana se dravit hua. khyoanki vah shrutiyoan ke sashvar shtotr bhale anasuna kar de, gauoan ki saprem prathyek huankriti par bolate use maianne suna hai. maian yah nishhchayapoorvak kah sakata hooan ki ham tapashvi, sadhan-samhpann brahmanoan ki upasana-prarthana asamarth ho gayi hoti, asamarth hi thi; kiantu usake apane bhole gop use pukar rahe the. usako aank mean lene ko atur gopiyoan ke kanhth usako pukarate-pukarate sookh rahe the. at: vah apane nithy golok dham mean sthir rah nahian sakata tha. vrajadhara use pukare to vah vraj-yuvaraj avibhoort hue bina rah kaise sakata hai. at: hamare madhhy ashhvasan banakar ek din akashmat bhagavati poornamasi a gayian. |
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