nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
84. bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko
'boodha dada'- mujhe bura laga pati ke liye yah sambodhan; kiantu pata laga ki unake sab sakha sneh se-samman se unhean yah kahate haian. ve atyant sidhe haian. kuchh kahate haian to mujhase bhi aise svar mean kahate haian jaise anurodh kar rahe hoan; lekin itana kam bolate haian, itana sochakar bolate haian ki unaki bat sab- mera poojy shvasur tak adesh ke saman svikar kar lete haian. mujhase hi us samay bole- 'tum is kanhaee se sankoch n karatian to achchha hota.' mujhe hansi a gayi. unake nilasundar sakha jhukakar mere ghooanghat ke niche aise dekh rahe the jaise maian gooangi hooan ya nahian, yahi janane ko utsuk haian. maianne dhire se kaha- 'tumako maian gooangi lagati hooan.' ve to tali bajakar koodane lage. hansane lage- 'bhabhi hansini ke saman koojati hai!' mera nam usi samay chhota kar diya unhoanne- 'bha-bhabhi' aur tabhi se unake sab sakhaoan ke lie mera yahi nam ho gaya. anyatha b doan ki to maian 'bahoo lali' hooan. nam to mera koee leta nahian hai. yahaan hamare vraj mean sabako dena hi dena ata hai. koee apane lie kuchh chahata nahian. sab doosaroan ko hi sukh-suvidha-samman dene ko sachint rahate haian, lekin koee yah dikhalata nahian. sab dikhalate yahi haian ki ve svayan apane lie hi sab kuchh karate haian. sabase adhbhut mere mayoor-mukuti devar. sudha-svad madhur phal lekar ate the aur kahate the- 'bha-bhabhi aj tere daant khatte karooanga. tujhe yah phal abhi khana p dega.' maian kitana bhi sankoch karooan ve kahaan manate the. sasaji bhi unaka hi sath detian. kah detian thian- 'bahoo lali, khale! aisa dulara devar sansar mean b de bhagy se milata hai.' hay! ab to unaki yahi batean hriday ko took-took karati haian. mujhe unhoanne shighr antaranga bana liya. unake koee sakha rooth jayan to mujhase poochhate-kahalate. van mean kya-kya hua, sab sunate pratidin. manini kirti-kumari man kar lean to bhi mujh is apani 'bha-bhabhi' se sammati lene ate the. mujhase kuchh chhipaya nahian unhoanne aur meri ek bhi bat kabhi tali nahian. purushoan ki ek durbalata hai ki apani koee vastu kabhi thik thikane nahian rakh pate. mere svami mean yah dosh adhik hai aur un devar mean to bahut adhik tha. lakut, shrriang, patuka, rajju kahaan chho di inhoanne, yah bhi smaran nahian rakheange aur samay par n mile to mujh par khijheange. mujhe bhi pata lagana p data hai ki ye chho d kahaan aye. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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