नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 141

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

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24. atula chachi


maian vrajaraj ke parivar mean sabase chhoti hooan- sabaki sh‍neh-bhajana. sasural mean itana asim sneh-sauhard mil sakata hai- yah sochana bhi sabake lie samh‍bhav nahian hai. srishtikartta ne apane samip ka sara saubhagh‍y sametakar mujhe ek sath sauanp diya hai.

mere sh‍vami sabase chhote haian. maianne char jethaniyaan payi haian aur charoan ki manoan maian sagi suta hooan. koee putri par bhi itana itana prem kh‍ya karegi, jitana maianne chhoti jiji vrajeshvari ka paya hai aur rani jiji rohini gokul kh‍ya ayian, mujhe to b di maan mil gayian. maian unaki bahut-bahut la dili hooan. meri donoan nanh‍dean parihas chahe jitana karean, mere bhal par sh‍ved kanika bhi unh‍hean sahy nahian. mere karoan ka apane donoan hathoan mean lekar kitani bar to choomati haian aur kahati haian, 'atula bhabhi ke hath to keval ashirvad dene ke lie bane haian.'

meri ek hi kathinaee hai- maian kam hi kisi ki seva karane ka avasar pati hooan. jethaniyaan to vaise hi kuchh karane nahian detian, hath karake kuchh karane bhi lagooan to koee bhi jeth dekhate hi garajeange- 'chhoti! too kh‍yoan lagi hai? doosari saboan ko kh‍ya bahut kam badh gaya hai aj?'

pibari jiji to pak dakar hi baitha deti haian- 'atula, too mujhe aur moti karake mar hi dalegi kh‍ya? kuchh to karane de ki deh kinchit halaka bana rahe.'

is gokul mean vrajeshvari chhoti jiji banayi gayian; kiantu rajh‍y karane ke lie to yah atula hai. isi ka shrriangar, isi ki suvidha par sabaki drishti lagi rahati hai. isaka bhi unaki seva mean kuchh sh‍vath‍v hai, yah koee sunata hi nahian.

jethoan ko koee uttam ratn, vash‍tr mile to pahile- 'chhoti ke lie.' aur jethaniyoan ke pas ho to- 'atula yah tere hi yogh‍y hai.' nanh‍dean bhi sasural se pata nahian kitana kh‍ya-kh‍ya lati haian- 'bhabhi! b di sadh se layi hooan. too na mat kar dena!'

jethaniyaan tinoan ek-si haian. chahe jab kah deangi- 'atula! ham to boodhi ho gayian. teri hi to ayu hai pahinane-odhane ki.'

ab narayan ne sabaki god bhar di hai. mujhe chachi kahakar aank mean a baithane vale ab itane ho gaye haian ki ganana nahian hai. gokul ke sab balak to mere hi haian. mere nahian haian to keval do aur ye donoan mere pet se uth‍pann hue haian. in donoan ne mujhe tanik bhi du:kh nahian diya. inh‍hoanne to mujhe keval 'dhay' rakha aur isamean bhi mujhe tang nahian kiya. donoan ki maan to vrajeshvari haian.

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sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan
kram sankhya path ka nam prishth sankhya
1. mangalacharan
2. apani bat 1
3. prastavana 4
4. maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay 13
5. bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal 24
6. mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m 31
7. chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay 40
8. bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m 44
9. maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan 47
10. nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m 53
11. dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav 58
12. bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav 63
13. sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh 69
14. tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan 80
15. shukrachary–shridhar vipr 86
16. maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan 90
17. shrigargachary–namakaran 99
18. pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh 106
19. nana sumukh–annaprashan 111
20. kubala chachi–shaishav 118
21. kakabhushundi–kri da 125
22. maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran 132
23. maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth 137
24. atula chachi-chir-chapal 141
25. bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan 155
26. phal-vikrayini 161
27. vrishabhanu baba-sagaee 167
28. viprarshi kanh‍v 171
29. abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man 179
30. mallika mausi-sarvapriy 183
31. ashvini kumar-karn-vedh 191
32. madhumangal-makhan chori 196
33. sharada-upalamh‍bh 204
34. urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan 210
35. yamalarjun 220
36. chacha sannand-damodar-mukti 226
37. kuber-bal-kri da 231
38. daoo-vrikropadrav 235
39. upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav 238
40. nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or 243
41. vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv 253
42. rrishabh-naye sakha 257
43. kirtti maiya-pratham parichay 261
44. madhuri dasi-panaghat 267
45. lakshh‍mi-godohan 274
46. sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan 280
47. tumbaroo-venu-vadan 287
48. brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar 294
49. maharshi jajali-bakoddhar 299
50. vishakha-parichay 305
51. rangadevi-tulasi-poojan 309
52. devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh 315
53. yamaraj-aghoddhar 322
54. kalinh‍di-van-bhojan 331
55. brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh 337
56. ganesh-gocharan 348
57. subal-dadhi-dan 357
58. vishal-sakha samooh 364
59. garu d-kaliy-daman 368
60. devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans 379
61. devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran 384
62. shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi 388
63. maharshi aangira-davagni-pan 393
64. bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan 404
65. maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan 410
66. devaraj indr-govindabhishek 416
67. patali nani-shanka-sagaee 421
68. jaladhip varun-divy-darshan 425
69. bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran 430
70. budh-vipr-patniyaan 436
71. shrikrishn-shriradha vivah 443
72. kamadev-rasaka prarambh 447
73. chandravali-ras mean man-bhang 454
74. bhagavan shiv-maharas 462
75. danavendr may-ajagar uddhar 466
76. rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh 471
77. sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay 475
78. mangal-arisht- sanhar 477
79. gayatri-keshi-krandan 481
80. gramadev-akroor aye 486
81. akroor-adabhut darshan 492
82. viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute 495
83. lalita-viyog-darshan 499
84. bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko 503
85. uddhav 507
86. vrindadevi-daoo aye 515
87. mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute 519
88. mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra 523
89. shriradha 527
90. bhadrasen 532
91. rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar 543
92. aantim prishth 546

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