nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
9. maiya yashoda-simanhtan
yah dhatri mukhara bahut bolati hai. pata nahian khya-khya kaha karati hai. ise gokul ki hi nahian, sare sansar ki aur samhbhavat: shvarg ki bhi sab batean jane kahaan se milati rahati haian. sabake gharoan ki, goshhthoan ki sudhi rakhati hai. us din sabere haanphati dau di aee thi aur boli- 'maharani! tum meri bat nahian manati thi; ab jakar darshan kar lo! maian kaha karati thi ki shrivrajaraj korhi b de devata haian. ab aj poora gokul unake darshan ko um d p da hai tumhhare goshhth mean. itana tej-itani jhyoti to maianne kisi devata mean bhi nahian suni. jakar darshan kar ao! sau-sau soory jitana tej aur kitana to shital, snighdh hai vah!' maianne ise daant diya tha- 'khya hua mahar ko? ve ab tak yahaan khyoan nahian padhare?' lekin mera hriday dhak-dhak karane laga. itani der to unhhean kabhi nahian hoti thi bhavan mean ane mean. maian kab se unaki pad-vanhdana ke liye pratiksha kar rahi hooan. avashhy unhhean kuchh ho gaya hai. 'sab to darshan karane aye haian unaka.' mukhara ki poori bat sunane jitana dhairy mujhe nahian raha. maian bhagi goshhth ki or. sachamuch mere shvami ko kuchh ho gaya tha. unaka aang-aang kaanp raha tha. netroan se ajastr ashrudhara chal rahi thi. shitakal ka samay-magh mas ke anht mean unake sharir se itana shved chal raha tha ki patuka aur dhoti pani mean bhigi hoan, aisi ho chuki thian. unake sharir se jhyoti bahut nikal rahi thi; kiantu unhhean kuchh ho gaya tha. mere shvami bolate nahian the. maian jhyoti ka khya karati. mujhe pata nahian ki kaise pukarati un tak pahuanchi thi. maian unako hilakar savadhan karana, uthana chahati thi; kiantu unaka sharir-shparsh karate hi pata nahian mujhe khya ho gaya. maian apani hi sudh-budh bhool gayi aur tabhi se mujhe kuchh ho gaya hai- aisa kuchh ki use maian samajh nahian pati hooan. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj