nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
41. vishvakarma-nanhdagaanv
suroan ki seva, shvarg ke saudhoan ki sajhja sab maianne ki; kiantu sarveshvar ke shricharanoan ki seva ka avasar n mile to mera vishvakarma hona hi vhyarth ho gaya. maian keval vilasi suroan ke vinod ka hi madhhyam bana raha; kiantu vraj mean to bhagavati yogamaya ki anukamhpa ke bina pravesh hi prapt nahian hua karata. gokul mean maian kuchh nahian kar saka. kisi gop ne grih-nirman ke samay mera shmaran bhi kar liya hota to usake karoan ko avhyakt sannidhhy dekar maian apani kala ko kritarth man leta; kiantu yah bhi kahaan hua. gokul to vhyakt ho gaya sidhe dhara par aur bhagavati sinhdhu-suta shvayan jab vahaan sajavat karane upasthit ho gayian, maian kis ganana mean rah gaya tha. sarveshvareshvar shrikrishhnachanhdr gokul se shvajanoan ke sath vrindavan padharane lage, tab mujhe laga, ab bhi yadi mujhe seva ka avasar nahian milata to phir kabhi nahian milega. maian athyanht artt hokar pukarane laga tha un adya anukamhpa shvaroopini yogamaya ko. 'vaths! vraj-manhdal mean kritrim athava nootan koee nirman samhbhav nahian!' mujhe sarvamangala ne ashvasan diya- 'yahaan to nithy dham ko keval vhyakt hona hai. tumhhari kala ko shvayan shrikrishhn avasar deange age dvarika nirman ke lie aur indraprasth mean bhi apane suhrid panhdu-putroan ke bhavan banane ke lie. yahaan ki nithy dhara ka tum keval darshan kar sakate ho.' maian moorkh tha. bhagavati yogamaya shvayan yadi yavanika n utha dean, is nithyadham ka shvaroop sur bhi kaise samajh sakate haian. maian is nanhdishvar giri tatha inake parshv-parisar se- inaki mahima se sarvatha aparichit yahaan nirman ka avasar chahata tha? kitane b de aparadh se bach gaya, yah ab samajh saka hooan. kitani adabhut bat hai. samanhy manav ki khyoan charcha karooan- sur bhi samajh nahian sakate ki devadeveshvar bhagavan vishvanath ke sakshat vahan yaha shilamoorti banaye ghutane mo de baithe kitane yugoan se taponirat haian. isalie ki shrinanhdananhdan ka shparsh sulabh ho jay. maian inake shrivigrah par chheni-hathau di ka prayog karake nirman karane ki sochata tha- kitana ashubh sankalhp! sashhtaang pranipat kiya maianne to mujhe sanket se samip bula liya unhhoanne. saday drishti se dekh liya. ham suroan ko vhyakt vani ki avashhyakata parashpar bhavabhivhyakti ke lie to hoti nahian. sankalhp ki bhasha hi hamari bhasha hai. mere man mean kutoohal uth raha tha. sankalhpi ki bhasha mean hi mujhe sanhtushht kar diya un sakshath dharm ke shrivigrah ne. |
sanbandhit lekh
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