नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 499

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

83. lalita-viyog-varnan apani svamini, apani sakhi, shyam-pranadhika shriradhika ko kaise samajhaooan? akroor kya aya, yahaan ek darun duahsvapn de gaya. aisa duahsvapn ki usako asaty bhi nahian kah pati hooan aur vah saty hai, yah svikar karane ka bhi koee sadhan nahian hai. shyam-sundar nahian haian vraj mean- yah bhi kya koee svikar karane yogy bat hai; kiantu ve mathura nahian gaye to maiya vrajeshvari aur meri yootheshvari shyama ki vihvalata kyoan hai? maian kya karooan? kahaan jaooan? kaun mujhe isaka samadhan dega? 'hay nilamani! maian kya janati thi ki too mera nahian hai!' vrajeshvari ka yah artanad- 'maianne tujhe baandh diya ookhal mean. maian tujhe yashti lekar dhamakati rahi! paraye jaye par maian maan ka garv karake itana sab atyachar karati chali gayi! is hatabhagini yashoda ko too kabhi kshama kar payega?' vrajaraj-sadan ka yah krandan suna jata hai? hriday phat nahian jata- pata nahian kis vajr se bana hai. ham sab chali jati haian to maiya hamako samhalane mean apani vyatha bhool jati haian. unake aank mean kinchit shaanti milati hai. lekin ab yah bhi sulabh nahian raha. meri svamini shriradha unmadini hi ho gayian. ab inako kahian bhi kaise le jaya ja sakata hai. hay! meri tribhuvan-kamaniya svamini kaya kankalapray ho gayi! taptakundan jaisa varn kala p dane laga aur vah alaukik kanti kahaan gayi? baba aur maiya ki yah netr-puttalika se bhi priy ab anek bar mujhe hi nahian pahichanati aur poochhati hai- 'tum kaun ho?' 'tumhari charan-sevika lalita.' maian mar jati to yah to nahian kahane ka samay ata; kiantu mar bhi nahian sakati. is svamini ko samhalega kaun? yah to ab apani bhi sudhi nahian rakhati. mujhase hi poochhati haian- 'maian kaun hooan?' 'vrihatsanupur ke svami vrishabhanu baba aur kirti maiya kumari shriradha.' maian hi ise yah batalane ko bachane vali thi. 'radha? radha kaun?' yah to aise poochhati haian jaise kisi bahut aparichit ke sambandh mean soch rahi ho. 'shyamasundar ki sarvasv shyama!' mujhe antatah man marakar ise savadhan karane ko yah bhi kahana p da. 'hay shyamasundar!' ek chitkar aur moorchha! maian kitana bachati hooan ki ise nandanandan ka nam n sunaya jay. ise unaki smriti n dilayi jay, par bar-bar yahi karana p data hai. n bhi karooan to nimitt kya kam hai? mayoor a baitheange aangan mean, kokil bolegi, papiha bolega, shyam-tamal vraj mean bhare p de haian, akash mean megh aveange hi. koee sampoorn prithvi se pit varn aur nil vastuoan ko vahishkrit kar de sakata. meri yah unmadini sakhi nanhian pili titali bhi dekhati hai to dau d p dati hai- 'yah raha unake patuke ka chhor!'

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546