नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 171

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

28. viprarshi kanh‍v maian brahman hooan. log mujhe viprarshi, brahmarshi, maharshi- jo mukh mean aya, kah dete haian. shraddha manav ke lie sh‍vabhavik hai aur use paripoot karati hai. maian grih th‍yagakar ekanh‍t kanan mean rahata hooan, at: mera virakt jivan logoan ki shraddha jagrit karata hai; kiantu mujhase adhik aj yah kaun anubhav karata hai ki maheshvar ki maya kitani prabal hai. vah kis prakar netravaran banakar mujh jaise ko bhi prath‍yaksh sath‍y dekhane nahian deti. maian pahile se janata tha ki is ashh‍tavianshati dvaparanh‍t mean mere aradhh‍y dhara par avatirn hone vale haian. ve atasi-kusum-shh‍yam-kaush‍tubh kanh‍th, shrivatsavaksh. prabhu mujh par anugrah karake shishu-vigrah mean mere dvara arpit naivedy sh‍vikar karane sh‍vayan padhare aur maian ajnani unaki is asim kripa ka, unaka aur unake prasad ka tirash‍kar karata raha. ve ananh‍t karuna-sagar, kshamasiandhu mujhe kshama karate rahe. apane ajn janoan ke aparadh to ve sada hi kshama karate haian; kiantu maian to unake prath‍yaksh samh‍mukh hone par bhi unaki avajna karata raha. ve apani pahichan sh‍vayan n karavean to unh‍hean koee bhi pahichan nahian sakata. un akaran kripalu ne hi mujhe savadhan kiya, mujhe sh‍pasht soochit kiya. mujh jaise anadhikari ko bhi apanaya! anh‍yatha maian to unake janoan ka-bhaktaparadh karake patit ho chuka tha. bhagavath‍prasad ka tatha bhagavajzanoan ka apaman kar liya tha maianne ajnanavash apani pavitrata ke unh‍mad mean. aisa asahy aparadh bhi un dayasinh‍dhu ne mera nahian dekha. aj maian anubhav karata hooan ki srishtikartta ne mujhe kitana b da saubhagh‍y pradan kiya tha gop-pramukh sumukh ka purohit banakar. maianne apane apoorn pandith‍y ke karan use pratigrah ka hetu manakar th‍yag diya. putr ko vah dayith‍v dekar kanan mean chala aya. mera yah ekanh‍t, yah kinchat aradhana ka prayas kis ganana mean tha. srishtikarta ke sakshat manas-putr maham‍harshiyoan ki yug-yug ki ugr tapash‍ya, anavarat upasana bhi jinako sanh‍tusht nahian kar pati, kisi bhi prani ki kaisi bhi sadhana, kitane bhi darghakal tak ki gayi ho, sarveshh‍var ke sakshath‍kar ka moolh‍y to nahian ban sakati. ve ananh‍t premarnav sh‍vayan hi prasann hokar avean, tabhi unh‍hean paya ja sakata hai. mera punh‍y- mera janh‍m-janh‍m ka punh‍yoday itana prabal tha ki usane mujhe is ekanh‍t mean hi sada simit nahian rahane diya. maian to ise apana uth‍kat vairagh‍y man baitha tha ki kahian jane, kisi se bhi milane ki man mean koee ruchi nahian thi. apane is aranh‍y ke anh‍tar mean sthit utaj mean maian param sanh‍tusht tha. janapad mean jana kisi ka akash‍mat mil jana mujhe vikshep hi lagata tha; kiantu mera yah prabal punh‍y mujhe yahaan baithane nahian deta tha. char-paanch varshoan tak ek bar gokul jakar nanh‍daray ka atithi hone ka vah mujhe uth‍suk bana deta tha.

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nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546