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subodhani
tamev nijabhishtadatritaya vishinashti- he dev tvadvilas ev mameshtadaivatan naparanch evarthe. naparamiti sarvatranveti. koatr hetuah premadanch me. tvadvilasashravanaderev premotpadakatvath. nanu balyapaugand- vilasoapi tatha- kamadanch mean. tadvishishtabhilashapradamityarthah. naitanmatramh- vedananch me. tatpariparti vedayatiti. tatha kinch vaibhavanch me. s ev mam sarv-sampadityarthah. kimaparamh- jivananch me, jivayatiti jivan hetuah. kimut taddhetustadapi s ev- jivitanch me. tvadvilasashrayan bina mamanyath kinchidapi nastityarthah..104..
sarangarangada
punah sasmitan kimapi vivakshuan tan vikshyasahishnuah sasanbhraman sadainyamah- he dev rasalilapar, mam daivatamashrayaniyan tvatkishorashekharadaparan n. ch evarthe. naivetyarthah. nanu koatr heturiti tan soochayannah- pramadanch meaparan n. evamagreapi yojyamh. yatastvath- praptihetoah premnastvamev me datetyarthah. nanu kaumarapaugand- lila paroahamapi premadastallabhyashch, tatrah- kamadanch me. tajjatiy- premadanch tvamev. at etadbhavaikavishayath- koshor shekharatvadaparan mam nashrayaniyamh. naitanmatran vedananch tatha. vedayatiti kartari lyuth. tatparipatishikshakashch tvamevetyarthah. tvaduktamh[1] ‘shikshagurushcheti’. kimva, aye moodh bhaktyatmajnanan yato mokshah, tattvapekshyamityatrah- vedanan tajjnananch me, tvamevetyarthah. nanu n bhavatu shuddhabhaktattvattajjnanadarah, vaikunthasampattiah prarthyaivetyatrah- vaibhavanch tatha. tvamev me sarvasampadityarthah. kimuchyate vaibhavamh, tadapraptavapi jana jivanti, tvadvina tvahan mriy ityah- jivananch tatha. jivayatiti jivanan taddhaturityarthah. kimunchayate taddhetuah tadapi tvamityah- jivitanch me tvadaparan n. tatkimityanyopadeshairmamupekshasiti bhavah..104..
‘asvadabindu’ tika
shril kaviraj gosvamipad kahate haian- shrililashuk ne dekha ki shrikrishn hansate chehare se mano aur bhi kuchh kahana chahate haian. unaka vah bhav dekhakar lilashuk asahishnu bhav se sasambhram aur sadainy bole- he dev ! rasalilaparayan rasikashekhar ! tumhare atirikt mera ‘daivat’ arthath ashrayaniy aur koee vastu nahian hai. isaka karan batata hooan. tumhean chho d mera premad arthath premadata aur koee nahian. tum premaikalabhy ho, tumhean pane ka prem ko chho d any koee upay nahian hai. vah premadata bhi tumhian ho. “krishnadanyah ko va latasvapi premado bhavati” (vilvamangal ki hi ukti hai) “ama bina anye nare vrajaprem dite..”[2]
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