नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 531

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

89. shriradha pata nahian kyoan ve samast shrey mujhe hi dete haian. maian svayan unake snahe- unake prem ki sada pyasi- yah pyas hi to mera unmad hai. yah pyas jo paritript hona hi nahian janati. unaka prem-yah prem pa sakati maian...... lekin priyatam kahate haian ki maian unako prem de sakati hooan- ve asaty to nahian kahate. parihas mean bhi mujhase ve kabhi asaty nahian kah pate. unako sukh hota hai prem-paripoot prani pakar, atah jo bhi unaka prem pana chahate haian, sabako is pagali radha ka ashirvad! sab unaka nishkam pavitr prem prapt karean. sab mere un jivan-sarvasv ka sannidhy pavean. sabako ve purushottam apanavean. radha ne to kisi se kabhi spardha nahian ki. maian kis bal par spardha karooangi? unaka to ahaituk prem hai mujh par-isake atirikt kya hai mere pas? yah to vahi janate hoange ki kyoan ve mujhe itana prem-dan karate haian. maian kahaan apane ko unake prem ki adhikarini pati hooan. maian itana janati hooan ki maian unaki hooan-unhian ki hooan. unhian ki shvas is sharir mean jivan bani hai. unake atirikt-unase prithak to radha ki satta hi nahian hai. ve bhi kahian aur sukhi nahian ho pate. ve mere samip-mujhase hi anandit heate haian yahi anubhooti mera jivan hai. ve mujhase prithak rah bhi sakate haian, yah sochana bhi aparadh hai. aisa kabhi sambhav nahian hai. ab unake viyog ki yah anubhooti- pranoan ko unmathit kar dene vali yah vishamay va davagni- isaki koee paribhasha, isaka koee samuchit samadhan mere pas nahian hai. yah mera unmad hai-unake apar prem ne mujhe unmadini bana diya hai. unake aank mean hone par yah bhi viyog va dav jag jata hai aur lagata hai ki ve pranadhan mera parityagakar kahian chale gaye. maian un mahadhan ko pakar hi to dhani hooan, unake sneh se hi to sammanita hooan. ashanka bhi uthati hai antar mean ki maian usase vanchita ho gayi to mere duahkh ka par nahian rahata. us darun duahkh ko doosara koee samajh nahian sakata. koee samajhega bhi kaise- duahkh ka koee karan to kahian kisi ko dikhata nahian. maian kisi ko kya samajhaooan-svatah bhi samajh rahi hooan ki yah mera manasik bhram-mera chitt-vaichity sakhiyoan ke apar kasht ka karan hai. ye sab param snehashila mere duahkh se santapt hoti haian. nana prakar ke kasht uthati haian. mujhe hi sukhi karane mean-svasth, savadhan rakhane mean sanlagn rahati haian. mere pranadhan ko bhi kasht hota hai meri vyakulata dekhakar. ve kisi ki bhi katarata dekh nahian pate, maian to unaki apani hooan. lekin meri yah vivashata-yah bhi unhean priy hogi. maian unaki hooan to meri durbalataoan ko bhi to unhean hi dularana hai. ve yah karate haian- unhean yah karana bahut achchha ata hai. ve mere-maian unaki-unhian ki.

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nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546