nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
74. bhagavan shiv-maharas
is samay to sarveshvareshvar paratpar purush svayan padhare haian prithvi par. ve rasaraj maharas karane vale haian raseshvari ko lekar unaki abhinn sahachariyoan ke sath. unaka yah ras vrindavan mean- golok ke nity nikuanj mean nity hai, shashvat hai; kiantu vrajadhara par vrindavan mean bhi sharatpoornima ki rajani mean vah param rasamayi lila pradurbhoot ho rahi hai. usamean un purushottam ke atirikt to aur kisi purush ka pravesh shaky nahian; parantu stri banakar sambhav hai maian pravesh pa sakooan. vaise vahaan adya bhagavati katyayani- lalita ki anumati paye bina to koee prani pravesh nahian pata. moortiman mahabhav raseshvari shriradha ki sanket- svikriti ke bina adya anumati nahian detian, itana sab hone par bhi prayatn karooanga. shrikrishnachandr ka jo sahaj sneh hai mujh par, usi ka sahara hai. kisi ko yah bhram nahian hona chahiye ki shrihari ne mohini roop dharan karake mujhe sammohit kiya, atah maian yah stri sharir svikar karake rasaraj ko mohit karane ka manorath karooanga. vahaan svayan raseshvari haian aur unaka anant akarshan shrikrishnachandr ko vimugdh banaye rahata hai. ve un mayoor-mukuti ki svamohini ahladini parashakti- shiv unaki sahachariyoan mean- sevikaoan mean bhi stri banakar pravesh pa jay to param saubhagy. parvatadhiraj tanaya ko sath lane ka prashn hi nahian tha. unake sath stri sharir dharan mean sankoch n bhi karooan to bhi pahichanakar pak d liye jane ka bhay to hai hi. n gan, n vrishabh- yah sang-sath sambhav nahian. apane karpoor-gaur roop se stri ban jane ka sahas bhi nahian kar saka. yah chandrojval roop raseshvari ki anant saundary rashi sakhiyoan ke sammukh atyant upekshaniy pratit hota. maianne apane nilalohit roop ka ashray liya. shrikrishn ki sakhiyoan mean kuchh shyamaangi bhi to haian, maian unamean chhip sakata hooan. kya hua ki sabase adhik kali dikhooangi. isamean to sevika samajh liye jane ki suvidha hai aur yadi aisa ho jay- seva ka saubhagy mil sakata hai. maian vrindavan pahuancha to shashaank ki gati hi stambhit nahian ho gayi thi, meri svayan ki gati gagan mean hi stambhit ho gayi. maian vahian se darshan karata raha- bahut der tak atm-vismrit bana raha. kab tak? kuchh pata nahian; kiantu sambhavatah sampoorn divy ratri tak. maian jab niche pahuanch saka tab to ras-raj ki rasakri da samapt hi hone vali thi. prarambh se darshan ka avasar prapt hua tha mujhe. vanamali pulin par se uthe aur unhoanne murali adharoan par rakh li. raseshvari ko adarapoorvak vam bhag mean le liya. yah shriradha-krishn ki parasparaliangit apar chhavi-chhata. vam bhag mean jhukata, laharata mayoor mukut aur nil-pit vasanoan ki sammilit shobha. donoan ke aangoan par unaki aangakaanti se bane haridvarn vastr; kiantu shyam ka vastr shriradha ke aangoan par pahuanchakar shatagunit pit ho uthata tha aur raseshvari ke vastr ki nilima ki jyoti rasaraj ke shriaang par pahuanchakar param kanti deti thi. |
sanbandhit lekh
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