nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
6. mata rohini-daoo ka janhm
kisi se, kaisi bhi paristhiti mean udvighn hona inhhoanne jana hi nahian aur inase udveg-in vathsalhyamayi se bhala kisi ko bhi udveg ho sakata hai. ye to sabaki vhyatha mitane ko, sabake siharate pranoan ko shneh se sahalane ko hi mano avatirn huee haian. inase sankoch n shishuoan ko kabhi hua, n vriddhoan ko. vriddhayean aur balikayean, vadhuyean tak inaka ni:sankoch shneh pati rahian aur inase hi sab apane anhtar ko anavarit karake sab kuchh kah pati haian. inake lie ekanht aur avakash durlabh haian; kiantu kabhi kuchh kshan milate haian to ye apane ap kuchh manhd shvar mean kahane lagati haian. inaka vah athmakathhy bahut prakat hokar bhi athyanht guhy hai. khya hai vah? 'maian apane aradhhy ke charanoan se door kahian nahian jana chahati thi. kans ne devaki ke sath unhhean karagar mean banhdi bana rakha tha; kiantu mujhe un tak jane ki suvidha prapht thi. maian jati thi to bechari devaki ko ashhvasan hi milata tha aur shvami ki seva ka suavasar milata tha mujhe. meri sab sapatniyaan shvami ki ajna se mathura thyag gayian. koee durgam giri guhaoan mean aur koee agamhy aranhyoan mean ashray lene ko vivash hueean. koee apane pitrigrih nahian gayian. vipatti mean koee kisi ka nahian hota aur apane pitrikuloan ko kans ka kop-bhajan banana uchit bhi nahian tha. vishvasht sevikayean aur paramapavitr vipr sahaj shnehavash unake sath gaye. kisi prakar sabhi ko sankat ke din katane the. devaki ki sagi bahanean-un vichariyoan ki to pichhe sudhi rakhean, aise koee bhaee nahian the. maian janati hooan ki kans ka sahas hastinapur ke shasan se shatruta karane ka nahian hai. yadi maian vahaan apane pitrigrih jana chahati to vah mujhe rok bhi nahian sakata tha; kiantu mere shvami karagar mean the, sagi anuja jaisi devaki ki sanhtanean janhmate hi mar di jati thian. maian hi akeli thi jise banhdi-grih mean jane ki anumati thi. maian shvami ko chho dakar kahian bhi nahian jana chahati thi. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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