nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
51. rangadevi-tulasi-poojan
ab isake mukh par hath rakhakar, isake kanhth mean bahu dalakar mana lene ke atirikt upay khya hai. maianne anek bar kaha hai- 'too manati khyoan nahian ki too chhoti hai aur maian b di hooan.' 'manati to hooan. maian to mujhe sada b di manati hooan. kan pakadooan apane?' yah chauank jaya karati hai. ek hi bat bar-bar kahane par bhi chauankati hai. 'tab mujhe rokati khyoan hai?' yah mera mahashtr hai, jisase mujhe isaki seva ka kinchit avasar mil jata hai- 'maiya ham sabaki choti gooanthati hai apane karoan se, sabaka shrriangar karati haian, sabako shneh se khilati hai. maiya b di hai ya too? b doan ka shvatv hai chhotoan ki seva karana shnehapoorvak. at: chupachap maian karooan, use shvikar kar liya kar. 'too maiya jitani b di ho gayi hai?' yah aise ashchary se dekhati hai ki sabako hansi akar hi rahati hai. mere hath jo dane lagegi aur mere kanhth mean aise lipat jayagi jaise bhaiya ke kanhth mean lipat jati hai. maiya kahati haian- 'meri lali ko krodh karana, roothana, kuchh maangana kabhi nahian aya.' ise maian bhali prakar janati hooan ki keval kripa karana, dena ise ata hai aur yah tab roothati hai jab koee isaki shreshhth manakar shtavan karane lage. isako ham sab apani netr-putaliyoan ke saman palak bani pal-pal n samhhalean to apane shnan, ahar ki bhi sudhi nahian avegi. yah to pushhpabharan lete bhi dekhati hai ki kisi sakhi ki alakean analankrita to nahian haian. isane kahaan jana kabhi ki koee isaki apani vashtu bhi hai. baba isaka mukh johate haian- 'meri lali khya chahati hai?' maiya manuhar karati rahati hai- 'radha too kitani dubali hoti ja rahi hai. meri lali, tanik to kha le!' donoan bhaiyoan ke lie jo kuchh mile, vah sab is anuja ke upayog ke bina anupayogi haian; kiantu yah hai ki ise shaishav se ham sabaki hi nahian, vriddha dasiyoan tak ki hi chinhta rahati hai. yah yahi dekha karati hai- kise diya ja sakata hai, kise khilaya ja sakata hai, kise kis seva se sanhtushht kiya ja sakata hai. |
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