नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 507

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

85. uddhav sakaleshvar sarvasvaroop sarvatma mere svami shrikrishnachandr ka vraj ke smaran se vyakul hona meri samajh mean nahian ata tha. ve atmaram, aptakam purushottam itane vihval? unhoanne mujhe adesh diya vraj jane aur unake sandesh ko sunakar yahaan ke logoan ki adhi-akulata ko nivaran karane ka. ab samajhata hooan ki un bhakt-vatsal ne mujh par anukampa ki. mujhe avasar diya ki maian unaki seva ka kaise adhikari ban sakooanga, yah vraj jakar samajh aooan. prem ka pavitr path vraj-janoan ki pad-raj mean abhishek kiye bina koee kaise pa sakata hai. mujhe bahut abhiman tha ki maian suraguru bhagavan brihaspati ka sakshat shishy hooan aur gurudev mujhe apane shishyoan mean sarvashreshth buddhiman batalate the. niti shastr aur adhyatm-jnan saman roop se mere liye karamalakavath‌ haian. maharaj ugrasen ka yadav rajasabha ka maian isase mantri bana; kiantu shrikrishnachandr ki seva, un sarveshvar ka sannidhy to nitijnata evan keval jnan se sulabh nahian hota. mujhe apanaya mere sarvajn svami ne mere hriday ki utkantha dekhakar. mujhe apani seva ka adhikari banane ke liye vraj bheja. yahaan akar maian kisi-ko kya samajhata athava sikhalata- yahaan to maianne hi sikha hai- bahut kuchh sikha hai. shrikrishnachandr ne chalate samay jo kuchh kaha tha, jo sanket diye the, unaka marm bhi maian vraj aye bina nahian jan saka aur apane ko bahut b da viveki-buddhiman manata hooan. maian abhiman lekar chala tha ki aisa koee manushy nahian, jise maian samajha n sakooan. 'upadeshta ka yukti-daurbaly hai yadi shrota ka antahkaran usaki bat grahan karake usake anukool nahian ho jata.' gurudev se suna yah sootr to smaran tha; kiantu isaka arth kitana vyapak hai, meri samajh mean hi nahian tha. mujhe lagata tha ki maian tark-karkash kisi bhi b de naiyayik ko bhi sanukool chala sakata hooan, vraj ke bhole shraddhalu logoan ko samajha lena kya kathin hai. bhakti-nishtha ki avichal shakti ka koee anuman nahian tha mujhe. vraj ki achinty priti to pratyaksh dekhe bina muni-manas ke liye bhi achinty hai. 'meri maiya.......mere sakha........meri priya shrivrishabhanu-suta......' svami keval ye shabd kahakar mano moorchchhit ho jayange. aise ho gaye the. kathinaee se apane ko savadhan karake ve doosaroan ki charcha mean lag gaye the- 'uddhav! mere baba ko vinayapoorvak pad-sparsh karake meri vivashata batalana. yahaan aye din magadharaj ke akraman ki ashanka mujhe avakash nahian deti ki maian mathura se kuchh ghatikaoan ke liye bhi nikalooan aur unake charan-darshan karooan. unako apani shraddha-bhakti se santusht karana!' maiya ka nam lekar shrikrishnachandr moorchchhitapray ho gaye the aur svasth hone par kisi prakar baba ke sambandh mean kahane lage the. achanak sakhaoan ka smaran karake punah avasann ho gaye. bolane yogy hue to bole- 'meri gayoan ko dekh lena. unhean sahalana aur apane hath se unhean avashy kuchh khila ana.' 'meri priya.....' moorchchhit hi ho gaye the svami. mere prayatn se savadhan hue to gopiyoan ki charcha ki. unhean maian samajhaooan, unhean upadesh karooan, unaki vyatha door karooan, yah kahakar bhi kah gaye- 'unhoanne mere liye svajan-parivar, paralok sab tyag diya hai. ve mere liye hi jivit haian. unaki sab cheshta mere liye haian. ve keval sharir haian. unamean shvas shrikrishn ki hai. unamean chetana meri hai.'

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546