nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
81. akroor-adhbhut darshan
kitana vishvas kiya mera gopoan ne aur shrinandaray ne. maian kans ka doot hooan, usaka rath lekar aya hooan; kiantu kisi-ne bhi to mujh-par tanik bhi sandeh nahian kiya. kans kitane asur yahaan bhej chuka, kitana kutil hai, sab janate hue bhi mujhe svajan mana, mujh-par- meri dharmikata par aur is-par vishvas kiya ki maian vasudev ka sambandh mean bhaee hooan. meri unase sahanubhooti hai. apana sarvasv-pran jinhean manate haian vrajaraj aur gop, unhean mere sath kar diya. koee ek bhi aur sanrakshak rakhana avashyak nahian mana. kitane saral-sahaj vishvasi haian ye log. vishvesh yadi inake madhy virajaman hote haian to ashchary kya. maianne jo sandesh diya, usake pichhe kans ki koee kumantrana bhi hai, yah kisi-ne bhi to nahian poochha. mujhe spasht dikhata tha ki keval balikaoan ne mujh par vishvas nahian kiya. ve mujhe kroor kahane lagi thian. maian unake hriday-sarvasv ka apaharan kiye ja raha tha. unaka kop uchit tha. unhoanne shap diya ho, mujhe to vah bhi shirodhary. maianne kuchh bhi to chhipaya nahian. kans ki kutilata, kumantrana, kuvichar spasht kah diya; kiantu in donoan bhaiyoan ne us par kinchit bhi to dhyan diya hota. sachamuch maian kroor hi hooan. mera akroor nam nirarthak hai. maian in komal kishoroan ko kal ke mukh mean liye ja raha hooan. suna hai ki anant ke sath svayan shrihari ne bhoobhar-haranarth avatar liya hai; kiantu haian to abhi ye sukumar kishor hi. kans kroor hai aur surendr bhi usake krodh se sashank rahate haian. vah svarg par vijay pa chuka hai. amit-parakram asur usake sevak haian. avashy inhoanne anek pramukh kans ke anucharoan ko yamalok bheja hai; kiantu ve ekaki aye the. ab mathura mean kans aur usaki poori sena hai. kaise kaha ja sakata hai ki kal kya hoga. maian inhean apana aradhy bhi manata hooan aur apatti ke mukh mean bhi lie ja raha hooan- kitani adhamata hai meri? kisi karttavy ka nishchay nahian kar pa raha tha. nandaray gopoan ke sath ja chuke the. ve mathura pahuanchakar vahyodyan mean meri pratiksha kareange. ye sarveshvar svayan suprasann chal rahe haian. mujhe ye pitrivy kahate haian, pranam karate haian. mujh-par inaka sneh hai. vasudev bhi mera vishvas karate haian, bhale kuavasar ke karan maianne kans ki seva svikar kar li hai. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj