nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
70. budh-viprapatniyaan
mathura ke vedajn chaturvedi brahman basant ke samay van mean akar yajn karane lage the. mathura mean to kans itana bhi unhean karane nahian deta. kisi prakar use ashvasan dekar ki yajn usi ke abhyuday ke liye hai, van mean yajn-sthal bana sake ve. maian vayu-daivat grah hooan. basant vaishakh mas mere prabaly ka kal hota hai; kiantu vraj mean to vayu ko sada sukhasparshi banaye rakhana mera dayitv hai aur vedajn brahman vaidik yajn karean to mere jaisa shubh grah utpat to nahian kar sakata. mujhe harit varn priy hai. vrajadhara nity harit aur maianne to kabhi shrikrishnachandr athava shrikirtikumari ke shriaang par pit athava nilapat dekha nahian. shyamasundar apane pitambar ko apani aangakanti se haridvarn hi banaye rahate haian. mujhe lagata hai ki mujh apane kulapurush ko prasann karane ke liye hi unhoanne yah sahaj aang-kanti dharan ki hai. mera ashirvad donoan ke sath sada-sada. maian buddhi ka devata brahmanoan ke sada sanukool raha hooan; kiantu jab koee svayan apane antahkaran ko kamana-kulashit kar le to maian kar bhi kya sakata hooan. mathura ke un mahapanditoan ko svarg pane ki soojhi thi, atah itane samip apavarg ko baantate-lutate sakshat shrihari vidyaman haian, yah kaise unake dhyan mean ata. ve to vrajadhara mean pahuanchakar bhi vaidik karm-vitan mean tallin the. dhoomradhoomratma kamana-kalushit un kripan brahmanoan par bhi shrikrishn ne kripa ki, yah un karunasagar ka apana svabhav- anyatha meri di buddhi ka to ve durupayog hi kar rahe the. srashta ki srishti mean kahian bhi keval sadagun nahian rahate. kuchh-n-kuchh durgun ka dosh bhi sarvatr sammilit rahata hai. basant ka rrituraj kahakar kavigan kitana bhi gunagan karean, keval kusum hi to vasant de sakata hai. yah dosh to is rritu mean hai hi ki van mean phal prayah sab apakv rahate haian. adhikaansh aankuritavastha mean rahate haian. yah abhav mujhe jitana un din akhara- kabhi itana duahkhad nahian hua tha. |
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