नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 530

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

89. shriradha ve upeksha kar dean- kya kar looangi maian unaka? maian unake prem ki hi to garvita hooan. doosara kya rakha hai radha mean. mujhamean kahaan prem ki gandh bhi hai; kiantu ve to keval prem ke hi ghanibhav haian. unaka pratikshan badhata prem- kshan-kshan navayaman nity prem unaka; is unake prem ne hi mujhe garvita bana diya hai. unake is prem ki hi maian unmadini hooan. apane is asim prem ke karan hi ve paradhin ho jate haian- mere paradhin ho gaye haian. kisi bhi prani ke paradhani ho jate haian, yadi usake antar mean prem ka prakaty ho. kitani adbhut bat hai- svayan hi prem pradan karate haian aur phir svayan us prem ke paradhin ho jate haian. ab yah shrey mujhe dete haian- 'tum jis jiv par kripa karati ho, usake antar mean prem ka prakash hota hai. jab kisi par tumhari kripa utarati hai to maian usaki upeksha karake usase door kaise rah sakata hooan. tumhian to praniyoan ko krishn-prem ki pradayika ho. tumhare padaravindo mean hi prem palata hai. in padoan ki priti to meri bhi prarthaniy hai.' maian kya kahooan unase. maian unaki- ve jo kahean, jo manean, jo bana dean- maian unase prithak hooan, yah to sarvatha asaty hai. lekin mujhamean to mujhe prem ka nam bhi pratit nahian hota. ve paramapurush mujhe apanaye haian- apane sahaj svabhav se apane hi prem ke karan apanaye haian. maian to bar-bar man karake kasht hi deti hooan unhean. meri ye sakhiyaan- inhean unaka sannidhy mile, in par ve anukampa karate rahean. maian in sabake sammukh yah bhi to nahian kah pati. ye sab haian ki inako keval mera mukh dekhate rahana hai. ye bhi to unake saman apane hi prem ke karan mujhamean hi anurakta haian, meri hi seva mean sanlagna haian. inako bhi kuchh chahiye to keval seva. sab chatura haian- bahut chatura. inase mera kuchh bhi to chhipa nahian. ye meri atma-antaranga. maian inase kya chhipaooangi. maian chhipana bhi chahooan to yah gun mujhe kahaan ata hai. ve bhi aise haian ki unaki koee kriya sakhiyoan se chhip nahian pati. unaka sparsh to door, unaka smaran hi mujhe sved-snat kara deta hai. ve meri veni gooanthean to kas nahian pate. padoan mean alaktak lagavean athava kapolapalli par koee aankan karean, sab unake sved se ardr hokar kuchh phaileange hi. inako maian kaise chhipa sakati hooan. ve haian ki yah sab kiye bina unako santosh nahian hota. jo unako sukh-santosh deta hai, vahi to mera sarvasv hai. maian usase kaise unhean rok sakati hooan. ve samip rahean- samip hi rahate haian, mere rom-rom mean vahi haian; parantu mujhe paritosh jo nahian hota. unake samipy ki-unake prem ki pyas-yah pipasa mere pranoan mean basi hai. mujhe lagata hai ki yah pipasa hi mere pran haian. ve rasaraj-rasasvaroop kripa karate haian tab yah pyas panapati hai. un pranadhan ne kaha tha- 'maian is prem ki pyas ka bhookha hooan. maian paripoorn hooan, atah mujhamean to paritripti poornata pati hai; kiantu pyas jahaan hai-prem ki pyas, maian vahian pahuanchakar tript hota hooan. yah pyas hi mujhe bhi paravash bana deti hai aur kisi bhi prani ke pranoan mean yah pyas tumhare padaravind ki kripa se hi panapati hai. tum kisi par kripa karo to........'

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546