नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 172

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

28. viprarshi kanh‍v asankhh‍y pashu-pakshi tatha kit aranh‍y ke ekanh‍t mean samh‍poorn jivan vh‍yatit karake mar jate haian. manushh‍y bhi aise hi mar jae, usake jivan ki yahi sarthakata to nahian hai? manushh‍y ka jivan keval apane shram se, apani hi sadhana se saphal ho pata to sabhi yah kar lete. sab samajhadar to kar hi lete; kiantu mahapurush ki kripa-prapti ke bina koee jivan-koee sadhan saphal nahian hua karata aur mahapurush nahian milate bhagavadanugrah vishesh roop se hue bina. maian kitana bhi b da shruti-shastroan ka vidvan hoooan, bhagavati sarasvati ne kitani bhi kripa mujh par ki ho, ajnani hi tha. aisa n hota to gopanayak sumukh ka paurohith‍y th‍yagakar is ekanh‍t van mean ata; kiantu santosh yahi hai ki putr ne yah param labh praph‍t kar liya hai. param purush purushottam jinh‍hean nanaji kahakar samh‍manit karate hoange, jinaki kro di mean solh‍las virajaman hote hoange, un gopanayak sumukh ka mujhe paurohith‍y mila tha, alp punh‍y to mere nahian hoange poorv janh‍moan ke. vahi punh‍y the ki mujhe ve bar-bar gokul jane ko prerit karate the aur is ekanh‍t mean baithane nahian dete the. maian vrajaraj nanh‍daray ki shraddha-sh‍neh ka sh‍maran karake unake yahaan char-paanch varshoan ke anh‍tar par ek bar jata raha. maian samajhata tha ki gokul ke adhipati meri kripa ke uchit adhikari haian. unake yahaan jakar maian un par anugrah karata hooan. ve shraddha ke sakshat vigrah aur shil, vinay, seva ki moortti unaki sahadharmini mere yajaman ki kanh‍ya yashoda- mere agaman ko donoan ne sada apana param saubhagh‍y mana. donoan sashrulochan, baddhanjali bar-bar kahate the- 'shricharanoan ke ahaituk anugrah ne hamean pavitr kiya. shricharan keval kripa karane padhare, yah grih pavan ho gaya.' yah to aj samajh saka hooan ki mere ahaituk kripalu aradhh‍y ki anukamh‍pa mujhe prerit karati thi. vrajapati ka atithh‍y mujhe uttaro‍ttar nirmal karata raha aur usi ka pratap hai ki maian un purushottam ke prasad ko prapt kar saka. is bar paanch varsh ke pashh‍chat gokul gaya tha. pahile chala gaya hota! kiantu pahile chala kaise jata? sabaka samay hota hai. maian jo nanh‍daray ke atithh‍y ko sh‍vikar karane pahuanch jaya karata tha, vah meri ekant aradhana ka punh‍y paripak hi to tha. vah jab poorn hua, tabhi to vahaan pahuanchane ki prerana anh‍tar mean uthi. mahavan ki sima mean pahuanchate hi is bar chamath‍krit ho gaya. mahavan mera anek bar ka dekha tha. parichit tha yah pradesh; kiantu vah ab kahaan tha. maian to divh‍yadhara, chinh‍may pradesh mean pahuanch gaya tha. pashu-pakshi, lata-padap, bhoomi ka kan-kan, trin-taruoan ke patte-patte se jo alaukik shanti, atarkh‍y ananh‍d jhar raha tha, vah to samadhi mean bhi kabhi sulabh nahian hua tha mujhe.

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nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546