nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
4. maharshi shandilhy-kul parichay
mujhe shrihari ki nithy sannidhhy-praphta pavan puri mathura mean bhi rahane ka adesh nahian tha. shtrashhta janate the ki maian shvabhav se aranhyani hooan. nagar kitana bhi punit tirth ho, mere upayukt nahian ho sakata tha. yamanuja bhanu-nandini ke kool par mathura ke samhmukh hi mahavan mean gopoan ka avas tha gokul. mujhe yahian ane ka adesh srishtikartta ka tha. vaths! maian gokul mean pahuanchate hi chauank gaya. brahmalok se chala to man mean tha- dhara ka koee bhi anchal mere ashram se adhik punit nahian ho sakata. vaise parathpar purush ke avatirn hone ki soochana ne mujhe paurohithy ke liye pralubhdh kar diya tha; kiantu mera manas bahut ulajhan mean tha. bhagavan shrihari ka avataran is vaivashvat manhvanhtar ki vartaman atthasavian chaturyugi ke isi dvaparanht mean mathura mean hona hai, yah bat suroan mean tatha maharshiyoan mean sabako jnat thi. us yadukul ke paurohithy ko prapht karane ka saubhaghy ashutosh prabhu prasann hokar apane sakshat shishhy maharshi garg ko de chuke the. ab prajapati brahma ne mujhe gopoan ke paurohithy ka adesh dekar jo ashhvasan diya tha, usaka khya arth tha, maian samajh nahian pata tha. maian apane mano-manhthan mean magn n hota to bahut pahile chauankana chahie tha mujhe. gokul ki yah bhoomi-yah brajadhara khya marthyalok ka aansh hai? yah anu-anu mean apoorit chinhmay bhav-maian kab tak vahian samadhishth baitha raha, mujhe shmaran nahian. mere apane himagiri ke tapovan ki to mujhe shmriti kahaan se ati. brahmalok jahaan se maian abhi-abhi aya tha, vah tuchhchh laga mujhe. yah shrihari ka sakshat dham dharapar a gaya hai, mujhe ab tak pata nahian tha. is divhyadham mean rahanevale kisi shhvapach ka bhi paurohithy karane ko maian prashtut tha, mujhe to gopanayak ke paurohithy ka adesh diya gaya tha. |
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