nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
89. shriradha
ham sab jaise maiya vrajeshvari ke sath kisi soory-grahan ke samay samantak panchak tirth mean snan karane kurukshetr chali gayian. vahaan agraj ke sath ve dvarikadhish mile. unaki raniyaan milian, putr tatha putravadhuyean milian. kitani hi batean hueean. mujhe to ab bhi vah svapn samoocha smaran hai. aisa lagata hai jaise vah saty hi ho. svapn hi to tha. mere vrajarajakumar nity kishor aur mere bahut-bahut anurodh karane par to kisi sakhi ke kar ka tambool, pushpamaly svikar karate haian. kisi ki seva lene mean kitana sankoch karate haian, unake itani raniyaan, putr, putravadhuyean? yah saty bhi ho to ve dvarikadhish inake saman svaroop vale inake koee aansh hoange. unase milane se vraj se bahar radha ki koee chhaya hi gayi hogi, maian to ja nahian sakati. avashy chhaya gayi hogi. tabhi to usake sab anubhav mujhamean pratiphalit hone lage haian. ab bhi sochati hooan to ve dvarikadhish, unaka vah samaj, vah milan bahut udas-udas lagata hai. vraj ke- vrindavan ke vanamali ke milan ki chhaya bhi to usamean kahian nahian jnat hoti. aisa hi svapn- bahut dirgh pratit hone vala svapn ki doosare kisi soory-grahan mean ham sabako baba vrajeshvar sudoor siddhashram-kashyapashram le gaye snan karane. vahaan bhi ve dvarikadhish samaj ke sath a gaye. baba ne ham sabako unake sath vida kar diya aur dvarika ke parshv mean mahanagar banavakar dvarikadhish ne mujhe sakhiyoan ke sath basa diya. chhiah! pata nahian, meri vah kaisi chhaya thi, vahaan un dvarika ke svami ki pradhan priya ban gayi. svapn ke samay ka kya thikana- bahut samay bani rahi. bahut sneh-bahut samman karate the shridvarikadhish; kiantu vraj ke anand ka sahasraansh bhi to is svapn mean sulabh nahian hota. aise niras svapn kyoan ate haian? koee chhaya chali bhi gayi ho to usaka pratiphalan mujhe itana unmatt kyoan banata hai? mere navaghanasundar to kahian jate nahian. unaki bhi koee chhaya kahian sakriy ho to mujhase kya prayojan? maian prarambh se aisi hi pagali hooan. ve baba ke sath gokul se vrindavan aye, unhean dekha- tab se hi unmadini ho gayi. ve samip hote the, nikunj mean unake aank mean hone par bhi maian vyakul hokar krandan karane lagati thi- 'ha pran-vallabh! kya gaye tum? mujhe chho dakar kahaan chale gaye?' moorchchhit tak ho jati thi viyog ki manasik kalpana karake. ab vahi unmad badh gaya hai. |
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