nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
82. viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute
koee ata dikhata hai, kisi vrishabh ke gale ki kanth-dhvani ati hai to balikaean dau dati haian dvar ki or. unaka hi kya dosh? dau dati to haian yashoda aur maian svayan dau dati hooan-vrajaraj aye?' 'kak! kaho, u dakar batalao ki mera lal a raha hai? maian tumhean madhu-mishrit doodh-bhat dooangi.' vrajarani din bhar pata nahian kin-kin se sagun poochhati haian. manautiyaan karati haian vraj mean sabhi devataoan ki deviyoan ki. maianne apane svami se kaha-'ap koee anushthan kyoan nahian karate? suna hai, ap savidhi akarshan karane mean samarth haian.' 'pagali mat bano! nandanandan ke smaran se abhichar-prayog prabhav-shoony ho jate haian.' svami ne kaha- 'maian tantroan ke sab prayog janata hooan- yah saty hai. jivan mean kabhi unaka ashray nahian liya; kiantu is samay avashy karata, yadi tanik bhi saphalata ki sambhavana hoti. ve sarvasamarth jo chaheange, vahi hoga. shrihari ki sharan lo.' purushoan ki poori bat samajh pana kathin hai aur usamean bhi mere svami to vedajn mahamuni haian. maian unaki batean bahudha nahian samajh pati; kiantu shrihari to ab ham sabake sharanad haian hi. vrajaraj ko apane kumar ke sath ve kripamay shighr lauta dean. nandaray laute-sayankal ka andhakar ho jane par vrajeshvar ka shakat dvar par aya. maian dau di yashoda ke pichhe; kiantu hriday dhak se ho gaya. itani niravata ke sath, itane chupachap yah agaman? gopoan ke shakat sath nahian? koee balak kyoan nahian bolate? maianne dekha ki maun, kanti-hin, shithil-gatr nandaray ko unake chhote bhaee ne samhal rakha hai. yashoda ne jate hi kar pak dakar jhakajhora- 'mahar kya hua tumhean? nilamani kahaan hai? balak kahaan haian? gop kahaan haian sab?' 'gop aur balak sab apane-apane grihoan ko chale gaye bhabhi!' nandan bhare kanth kah gaye- 'tumhara tok aur bhadr bhi aj ghar chale gaye!' 'bhadr ghar gaya? nilamani sath gaya usake?' yashoda ne ashchary se poochha. |
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