नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 49

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

9. maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan ab jiji ne meri bhi seva samh‍hal li hai. is gokul ki, grih ki vh‍yavash‍tha se to inh‍hoanne mujhe ate hi nishchinh‍t kar diya tha. lekin mujhe kh‍ya ho gaya hai ki din mean, ratri mean bhi yooth-ki-yooth chanh‍dr-kiranoan se hi bani hoan, aisi deviyaan mere pas akar mujhe gher leti haian. ve divh‍y-deh devata haian, maian unh‍hean mana bhi kaise kar sakati hooan. itana aangarag, itani suman-sajh‍ja to maianne tab bhi nahian ki jab navavadhoo banakar is ghar mean ayi thi, phir ye divh‍y suman, aangarag, abharan aur alaktak tak- ve veni gooanthakar suman saja deti haian so thik, aangoan mean aangarag laga deti haian ya abharan saja deti haian so bhi thik; kiantu ve to balat mere pair aank mean lekar alaktak tak lagati haian aur maian rokooan to pair par mash‍tak rakhane lagati haian. kahate lajh‍ja ati hai; kiantu maian bhi pata nahian kitani ahankarini ho gayi hooan in dinoan. ye sab deviyaan mujhe 'maiya' kahati haian aur mujhe bhi lagata hai ki ye meri balikayean hi haian. devata-chaturmukh, vajradhar adi bhi mujhe 'maan' kahakar vanh‍dana kar jate haian aur ji karata hai ki unh‍hean ashirvad de dooan. chhi:! itana ahankar kahaan se a gaya mere man mean? yah gh di-gh di ki devataoan ki, divh‍y muniyoan ki vanh‍dana, sh‍tuti mujhe ahankari bana rahi hai; kiantu ye log meri maneange. suraanganayean hi nahian sunatian to ye kaise suneange. yah kh‍ya hai? maian dekhati hooan ki kahian pad rakhati hooan to vahaan prithh‍vi mean padm prakat ho jata hai- vikach sunh‍dar padm aur pad uthate hi adrishh‍y ho jata hai. koee adrishh‍y devata athava ye prithh‍videvi hi mujhe ab bhoomi par pad bhi nahian rakhane deti haian. maian gayoan ki sevika, goshh‍th ki samh‍hal karane vali itani sukamari kab se ho gayi? maianne to shaishav mean bhi ulh‍lasapoorvak gobar uthaya hai. kuchh bhi sochooan, kuchh bhi kahooan, koee meri nahian sunega. rohini jiji hi nahian sunatian to sur, suraanganayean kh‍yoan sunane lagian. jiji kahati haian- 'anh‍tarvath‍ni hokar nari sevh‍ya ho jati hai. use chupachap seva lena chahie. mata ka gaurav vishh‍v mean sabase mahan hai.' jaise maian hi ek mata banane vali nayi huee hooan; kiantu bhagavati poornamasi to pata nahian kh‍ya-kh‍ya kah jati haian. aisa kaun anevala hai jo sabaka hi sh‍totavh‍y, sevh‍y aur pata nahian kh‍ya hai. mujhe to jiji ka yah mauni daoo sabase sunh‍dar, sabase priy lagata hai. ab yah akele akash ki or dekhate baitha ya palane mean p da nahian rahata. ab to mere aank se utarana hi nahian chahata. pata nahian, kh‍ya dekhata hai- pray: mere mukh ki or hi dekhata rahata hai athava letooan to mere vaksh par mash‍tak rakhakar so jata hai.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546