नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 212

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

34. urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan maharatri mean marth‍yalok ke manav ke lie nidra lena mana hai. keval shishu, vriddh evan ash‍vasth janoan ko shastr aj shayan ki ajna dete haian. gokul mean to vaise bhi kisi ko nidra lene ka aj avakash nahian. gop-gopiyaan aur inake apane grihoan ke sab das-dasi mahalakshh‍mi poojan ke pashh‍chat lag gaye kal prat: hone vale inh‍dr-yag ki prash‍tuti mean. nagar se bahar yajn hona hai to vahaan samh‍poorn samagri purushoan ko hi le jani hai. striyoan ko samagri prash‍tut karani hai. suroan ko santushh‍t karane ke lie manav kitani mahan shraddha ke sath kitana shram karata hai, kitani samagriyaan, kitane naivedy kin-kin shramasadhh‍y vidhiyoan se banata hai, apane upabhog ke sarvottam padarth kaise sahaj bhav se agni ki ahuti karata hai, yah samip se dekhane ka suavasar mila mujhe. suroan ke sukh, vilas ke pichhe manav ka itana balidan- mujhe aj laga ki kyoan sattv vritti, tejodeh, surabhigrahi hoene par bhi sur sarvesh se door haian aur kh‍yoan nar-ko un narayan ne apana sakha sh‍vikar kiya hai. vash‍tut: manav mahan hai- srishti mean sarvopari hai manav. suroan ke saunh‍dary, samh‍patti, shakti, aishvary ki naganh‍yata mujh par sh‍pashh‍t ho gayi. lekin maian yahaan rah nahian sakati. sarvesh narayan ne mujhe sh‍varg ka upahar bana diya hai. yahaan ka yah jo kuchh samay mujhe mila, mere dev-jivan mean bhi yah durlabh hai. bahut kary hai. sab vh‍yash‍t haian. adh‌bhut hai gokul! koee pramad nahian karati. mujh jaisi anabhh‍yash‍ta, akushal ki or bhi koee upalamh‍bh ki drishti nahian uthati. maian padarth uthakar dene-dharane mean mean bhi yahaan durbal hooan, kiantu sab sahayata, sahanubhooti deti haian. sabaka prayatn hai ki vahi adhik se adhik kary kar le aur doosari sab vishram karean mujhe anekoan ne toka- 'too itana shranh‍t kyoan hoti hai? tanik vishram kar le!' mata brajeshvari to uth gayian apane aankadhan ko sulakar. maian us kaksh ki or chal p di thi. bhagavati sharada ne kar pak da- 'too itani utavali karegi to door bhej di jayagi. door se hi yada-kada darshan kar liya kar! ham sab kam samuth‍suk nahian hai; kiantu koee vahaan jay, yah maiya ko sahan nahian hoga?' ye ananh‍daghan, keval chid-vigrah; kiantu kya vichitr lila hai. netr banh‍d kiye nidrit haian. yog nidra keval sheshashayi ki palakoan ka pralay mean sh‍parsh pati hai aur ye param purush so rahe haian? jhine pitapat se chhanakar ati inake inh‍draniy shrivigrah ki kanti, alakoan mean-se ghira chanh‍dramukh, vash‍tr se bahar shithil p de arun padmapani-bhagavati sharada sanket se sachet n karatian to maian pata nahian kab tak ekatak dekhati rahati. kuchh bhi ho putri pita ke ghar meean asavadhan ho hi jati hai. maian bar-bar bhool jati hooan ki maian yahaan sevika ke roop mean hooan.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546