nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
88. mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra
'sab dvarika chali gayian!' yah bat kirtirani ke kanth se nikalati kyoan hai? meri lali aur usaki sab sakhiyaan kitani sankochashila, lajjavati, shilamayi haian. krishnachandr sachamuch dvarika bhi ja base hote to kya baba ke vida kiye bina meri radha ko bahar hi bahar sath le jane mean samarth ho sakate the? vrishabhanuji aur ye kirtirani mujh vriddha se bhi parihas karate haian. maian kya dekhati nahian hooan ki in logoan ne kanya ka dahej bhejane ka koee prabandh nahian kiya. inaki pranadhika putri pati-grih chali bhi jay to kya ye aise baithe raheange? ye usake liye kuchh bhejeange nahian? aur subal-shridam kya bahin ko siddhashram se vida karake svayan nandaray ke sath sidhe yahaan chale ane vale haian? ye donoan gaye hote usake sath. dvarika to kya, sansar ke chhor tak jana hota to bhi sath gaye hote. bahin ko chho dakar to ye ane vale nahian the. ye use vida karake, sath lekar ate. sabane milakar pata nahian kya socha hai ki mujhe baithak mean jane hi nahian dete. maian nity nandalal ki murali-dhvani sunati hooan. vah baithak mean rahate haian, atah vahaan mere jane se balikaoan ko bahut sankoch hoga. maian bina bulaye vahaan ja nahian sakati. mujhase ye gop, gopiyaan, sevikayean aur kirtirani bhi parihas karati haian. maian ise bhali prakar samajhati hooan. kalindi-kinare ki baithak door hai. ab lali ne use apana antahpur bana liya hai. kadali kunj se ghiri vah baithak hai to sundar-suramy sthan. vanamali bhi usi mean bas gaya hai. mere radha-govind kahian gaye nahian haian. ve vraj mean, vrindavan mean, hi haian. kya hua ki is barasane se kuchh door kadali kunj ki baithak mean haian. abhi krishnachandr ki varshagaanth ane vali hai. meri lali ki bhi varshagaanth avegi. un dinoan donoan bhavan mean aveange. yahaan n bhi aye un dinoan to mujh vriddha ko ashirvad dene jane se koee tab kaise rokega? donoan sukhi rahean! sanand rahean! suprasann rahean. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj