nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
9. maiya yashoda-simanhtan
mujhe ichhchha hoti hai aur vrajapati ke grih mean to sada sahaj isaki poorti hoti hi rahi-ho rahi hai. shat-shat brahmanoan ka poojan karake unhhean bhojan karane aur unako jo ve chahean dete rahane ki ichhchha hoti hai. maian yah nithy-nithy kar rahi hooan. log jo maangean-diya jay unhhean, yah ichhchha hoti hai; kiantu jiji to isase kahian adhik udar haian. ve aye yachak ko itana-itana de deti haian ki usake lie kuchh kahane-maangane ko rah nahian jata. ve deti rahati haian aur mujhe dekh-dekhakar ahlad hota hai. ve ise janati haian, at: yachakoan ko bula-bulakar deti rahati haian mere samane. mujhe ichhchha hoti hai ki kahian koee du:khi, din, rogi, abhavagrast n rahe. maianne suna hi hai ki manushhy aisi du:khad sthiti mean bhi p date haian; kiantu maianne kabhi gokul mean aisi avashtha nahian dekhi. mujhe ichhchha hoti hai- sab suprasann, sanhtushht, sukhi rahean aur sada ananhd-mangal manavean. apane gokul mean maian yah dekh hi rahi hooan. in dinoan to lagata hai ki maian sare sansar ko hi sukh de rahi hooan. mujhe idhar vadyoan mean murali ka bahut madhur, athyant priy lagane lagi hai; kiantu pata nahian khya bat hai, kisi-ka bhi venu-vadan mujhe aisa nahian lagata ki bas yahi parakashhtha hai. ganhdharv-kanhyaean tak mujhe murali sunati haian. lekin yah madhumangal hansakar koodane lagata hai- 'maiya! murali keval mera sakha baja sakata hai. yah usi ka vady hai. doosare khya janean venu-vadan.' gop-kanhya ko makhan, mishri, dahi, chhachh to shvabhav se hi priy hota hai; kinhtu in dinoan doosare padarthoan ki or dekhane ko bhi man nahian karata. aisa to kabhi nahian tha. goras mean hi khelate-khate to janhm se basi rahe, usake lie yah vichitr bat to hai hi. mahar poochhate haian, vriddh gop puchhavate haian, sur aur suraanganaoan tak ne poochha bar-bar- 'maian khya looangi?' maian kisi ko khya kah dooan. mujhe to lagata hai ki maian denevali hooan- dena chahie-sabako dena chahie. maian dene-dene ke lie hi hooan. lene ki charcha mujhase khyoan? ajakal to mera anhtar-bahy akalpit ananhd se, adabhut aishvary ke bhav se bhara hua hai. ananhd aur aishvary mere bhitar se uchhchhalit ho raha hai. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj