नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 514

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

85. uddhav baba aur maiya ka maian vatsaly-bhajan hooan. ye mujhe apane nilamani se kianchit bhi bhinn nahian manate. maiya apane kar se mere mukh mean navanit dene lagati haian to maian sachamuch shishu ho jata hooan. mujhe itana sneh apani sagi mata se bhi kabhi mila nahi. maian shrinikunjeshvari ke darshan kee bar lalitaji ki kripa se kar aya. jaise unake saundary ki srishti mean samata nahian hai, unake prabhav ka bhi paravar paya nahian ja sakata. unaki charan-raj ka ek kan bhi jise prapt ho jay, jisake svapn mean bhi unake pankajarun nakhoan ki jyoti, rashmi a jay, vah shrikrishn-prem ka punit adhikari avashy ho jayaga. unake charanoan ka smaran hi paryapt hai. vahaan prarthana kaisi. un paramodara ki smriti ke sath kuchh kahane ki sudhi rahegi kisi ko. gopiyoan ki- un vrajadhara ki adhidevata ki sakhiyoan-sevikaoan ki sharan mili mujhe. un sneh-sindhu-svaroopaoan ne apane sahaj svabhav ke anuroop mujh anadhikari ko bhi apani anukampa ka bhajan banaya. maianne yahaan akar inaki kripa se samajha ki shrikrishn-prem kya hota hai aur kitana niras hai isake sammukh mera ab tak ka anubhoot tattvajnan. kaise char mahine vyatit ho gaye, kuchh pata nahian laga. lekin pavas ke pratham megh-khand ka darshan hua aur mujhe laga ki maian apane sukh mean yah bhool hi gaya ki svami ko yahaan ka sandesh dekar le ana hai. maianne maiya se, baba se vida maangi. gopiyoan se anurodh kiya. gop-kumaroan ne keval meri prarthana ko mahattv nahian diya. unhoanne mujhe dheroan mayoorapichchh, guanja, kee shrriang dekar kaha- 'ap mathura ke nagarik haian. ham vany balakoan ka yah upahar rakh lean. ap aur apake sakha kabhi-kabhi inako dekhakar hamara smaran kareange.' gopiyoan ka atyant katar ek hi anurodh- 'unase aisa kuchh mat kahana, jisase ve khinn hoan.' shrikirtikumari ne lalita se suna to apane lila-kalam ko hriday se lagaya aur mujhe lalita ke dvara hi de diya. unake ashruoan se sikt yah kamal- apana hriday hi diya hai unhoanne is roop mean. baba ke upahar maharaj ugrasen ke liye, vasudevaji ke liye, sabake hi liye haian. sabhi vriddhoan, vriddhaoan ka, maiya ka, gopiyoan ka upahar lekar chalana hai mujhe. mera yah prasthan- vraj mean viyog-vahni lag chuki hai. dagdh kh di hai van-raji, shushkapray kachchhap-poorn kalindi, marudhara kantakataru-karil-kirn sampoorn bhoomi, kantihin kankalapray pashu-pakshi, ab gop-gopiyoan ki avastha kaise kahooan. maian aya tha to yahi dhara svagat mean saji thi aur aj yah viyog-dagdh hai? maian rath ko poore veg se bhagaye le jaooanga, jisase svami ko shighr lauta la sakooan.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546