nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
72. kamadev-ras ka prarambh
'pyare, duragrah mat karo! tumane jo pati, putr, pita ki seva stri ka param dharm batalaya hai, tum dharmajn ho, atah svayan kah do ki tumhare ye vachan tumhare charanoan ki seva mean sarthak nahian hote? tumhian sabake param preshth atma nahian ho? samast pran dhariyoan ke atma tum- tumhari seva hi to sabaki sachchi seva hai?' maian stambhit sunata raha. mastak jhukaya maianne. bhale maian garvavash aya aur parajit hua; kiantu in param purush ke pavan padoan ka sakshatkar pa saka. ye param purush- any mean itana sanyam, itani samarthy sambhav hi nahian hai. ab to ye kripa karean, bhagavan purari ka prasad- unaka varadan sarthak ho. inaka putratv chahie mujhe; kiantu kya ye itane akarun haian? ye avani par avasthit divy deha meri matri sthaniya kishoriyaan- ye rudan karatian, nakhamani se bhoomi kuredati prarthana kar rahi haian- 'jo vidvan haian, viveki haian, jnani haian, ve sab to tumamean sada priti karate haian. ye sansar ke bandhan, vipatti, klesh dene vale pati-putr-pitadi se kya prayojan? atah kamal lochan ham par prasann ho jao! bahut samay se hamane asha laga rakhi hai! is asha lata ka unmoolan n karo! yah asha hamare hriday mean tumane svayan aankurit ki hai. svayan apane hasy, lila-vilas, vank vilokan se sianchakar tumane ise badhaya hai. tumane apane bhuvan mohan vanshirav se hamara chitt chhin liya aur ab kahate ho ki ham laut jayan? ham kaise laut jayan? hamare pad tumhare samip se ek pad hatate nahian. kahaan laut jayan? tumhare atirikt to hamean sansar soona dikhata hai. kya karean kahian jakar? hamare chitt ek pal ko tumhare padapadmoan ko chho d aur kuchh smaran nahian kar pate. purush-bhooshan! sab tyagakar, sab sambandh bhoolakar keval tumhari upasana ki asha se ham ayi haian. ham par prasann ho jao! tum sabake vipatti vinashak ho. ham art abalaoan ko apani dasiyaan svikar kar lo! tumhare sundar smit se hamare antar mean tumhari prapti ka prachand vadav prajvalit ho utha hai. tum to vraj ke bhay, duahkh ko door karane ke liye prakat hue ho. hamare is antastap ko apane adharamrit se sinchit karake shant kar do! priyatam! tum hamean apani prapti se rok nahian sakate. keval sansar tumhean nishthur kahega. hamare hridayoan mean aur dhairy nahian hai. tumhari apekshagni asahy hai. ham to abhi tumhara dhyan karake sharir tyag deangi aur tumhean prapt kar leangi; kiantu pyare! priti ki maryada sada ko mit jayagi. log kaheange ki vrajarajakumar ke sammukh unaki preyasiyaan t dap-t dapakar marian aur ......... ab apana lo shyamasundar!' |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj