नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 346

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

55. brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh mera sharir kaanpane laga. maian inamean ek ke bhi samh‍mukh samupasthit hone ka sahas nahian kar sakata tha. maian asamarth ho gaya yah ananh‍t aishvary dekhane mean. maianne hans ki pith par hi hath jo de aur apane athoan netr banh‍d kar liye. mujhe laga ki sh‍tutikarttaoan ka sash‍var manh‍tr-path samapt ho gaya hai. maianne darate-darate drishti kholi. niche savadhanipoorvak dekhana p da. vahi phalabhar-namr vitap, vahi pushh‍poan se ladi jhoomati lataean. vahi harit vrajabhoomi. kahian koee balak nahian, koee bachh da nahian. shrinanh‍dananh‍dan vahi vam kaksh mean shrriang-vetr dabaye, kati mean vanshi lagaye, vam hatheli par dadhi-bhat ka gras rakhe, dadhi-ujjval adhar evan dakshin kar, van mean sakhaoan ko dhooandhate ghoom rahe haian. pukar rahe haian- 'bhadr! subal! shridam! tok! kahaan ho tum sab?' maian apane hans se prithh‍vi par kooda aur in mayoor-mukuti, pitamh‍bar-paridhan vrajarajakumar ke samh‍mukh danh‍d ke saman gir p da. mera saubhagh‍y- maianne apane charoan mukutoan ke kiritagr se inake padmapadoan ka sh‍parsh kiya. maianne aparadh kiya tha- akshamh‍y bhaktaparadh aur ye sarvesh shanh‍t kh de the. mujhe prata dit karane ki koee bhangi nahian. rosh ki koee rekha nahian. prasann khade़ the mere samh‍mukh. maian sahas karake uthata tha aur phir vihval hokar bhoomi par pranipat karate gir jata tha. sahasr-sahasr pranipat kiye maianne aur tab kahian apane ko itana sthir kar saka ki sh‍tuti kar sakooan. bhagavan shesh sahasr mukhoan se ananh‍takal se jinake gun-gan mean sanlagn haian, shrutiyaan jinake sh‍varoop ke samh‍banh‍dh mean 'neti-neti' karake nirav ho jati haian, maian keval char mukh se in ananh‍takoti brahmanh‍danayak param purush ki sh‍tuti karane mean kaise samarth ho sakata tha. ye gopakumar banean ya ananh‍tashayi- maian inaka hi shishu, inh‍hian ke narayan roop ke nabhikamal se samudh‌bhoot. mujhe keval yahi to kahana tha- 'mata-pita apane abodh balak ke vinod ko aparadh maneange to us par kripa kaun karega? mata to shishu ke aparadh ko bhi dekhakar anandit hoti hai. maianne aanhakaravash kuchh kar diya hai; kiantu apaka hooan. apaka padashrit hooan. apaki kripa ka akaankshi hooan. apake sh‍varoop apaki mahima se sarvatha anabhijn hooan. ab ap hi apani or dekhakar anukamh‍pa karean!' 'maianne apake sh‍vajanoan ka aparadh kiya hai. ye aise mahabhag ki ap bhi inh‍hean kuchh dene mean asamarth haian; kh‍yoanki vish pilane ayi balaghatini pootana ko apane mata ka pad pradan kar diya to ab kh‍ya raha jo ap inako de sakean? inako- jinh‍hoanne apana sarvash‍v apane pran-sharir sab apako arpit kar rakhe haian aur keval apaki seva ko, sukh ko apana sarvash‍v bana liya hai.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546