nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
47. tumbaroo-venu-vadan
prakriti nirav hai. bhriang, makshika tak ka koee shvar kahian nahian. keval vanshi ka nad- vanshi ki dhhvani gooanj rahi hai. samhpoorn anhtaral ko gunjit karati, adhbhut ahladoan mean shnat karati vanshi-dhhvani gooanj rahi hai. sab shanht, sab samadhishth, sab ananhd-nimagn; kiantu yah abhaga tumhbaroo khyoan vanchit hai? yah shvarg ka sangit-shiksha-guru khyoan is adhbhut sudha ke sparsh se achhoota hai? yahi sarvadhak arasik, pashan-hriday hai? pashan bhi pighalakar drav ho gaye aur tumhbaroo chakit-thakit keval charoan or dekh raha hai? devarshi! dayamay devarshi! ap kahaan ho? apane to srishti mean sarvatr bhakti bhagavti ke prachar ki pratijna ki hai aur ap jise sakha kahate ho, usi ka hriday itana shushhk? maian amar n hota to kahian mashtak patakakar mar jata; kiantu kahaan? koee shila to is samay aisi kathin kahian nahian jis par sir patak sakooan. is samay to keval mera sir, mera hriday vajr bana hai. maian adhik sahane mean asamarth ho gaya. devarshi apane pita ke pas hoange, is asha mean brahmalok ki or dau da. maianne dekh liya ki shvarg ke kisi ko sharir ki sudhi nahian hai. suroan ne nanhdan-kanan ke kalhpataru-sumanoan ki anjali sajayi thi samhbhavat: vrajarajakumar ke charanoan par chadhane ke lie; kiantu ve jhyoan-ke-thyoan rah gaye haian. nrithyodyata aphsaraean, vady uthaye kinnar, gan ko mukh khole gandharv, sab moortti ke saman ban gaye haian. mujhe laga- devarshi kahian kailash chale gaye hoan to? maian udhar mu d gaya; kiantu vahaan mere sangit-guru bhagavan gangadhar shvayan bhav-samadhi mean nimagn the. maian bhagavati shail-suta ki charcha khyoan karooan. bhoot, bhairav, vinayak, pret-pishach, yoganiyaan, bhriangi, nanhdi koee to mujhe savadhan milata. koee to aisa hota ki maian usase kuchh poochhata. sab sthir-nishpanhd, sabake netroan mean ashrudhara, sabake sharir pulakapoorit. |
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