nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
30. mallika mausi-sarvapriy
shvami ko kaleoo dekar maian aj dadhi-manhthan karane dvar ke samhmukh hi kh di huee thi. kanhhaee grih ke samhmukh se bhi nikale to maian use pukar looangi. itana to nahian rootha hoga ki pukarane par bhi n ave. mujhe bahut nirasha huee- kitana du:kh hua, kaise kahooan. kanhhaee nahian aya. din chadh aya aur vah nahian aya. pratidin isase bahut pahile a jata tha. kal maianne itana khijhaya hai, vrajaraj ka kumar hai- shishu hua to khya. mujh samanhy gopi ka itana ulajhana kaise sahega. ab vah nahian avega. goshhth bhi shvachhchh karana hai, yah mujhe kahaan shmaran tha. maian to dadhipatr mean oopar makhan tair aya tab se patr lie pathapar netr lagaye baithi thi. makhan maian patr se nikal leti to utana komal nahian rah jata; kiantu shhyam nahian aya. jo navanit nilamani khane nahian a raha hai, use banhdar khay, bilhli khay, shhvan khay- koee khay, usaka mujhe karana khya tha. maianne ghat uthaya aur vaise hi khula dvara chho dakar yamuna chali gayi. man mean to ata tha ki kalinhdi mean pravesh karek sharir hi chho d dooan; kiantu kanhhaee ko ek drishti dekhane ki lalasa ne yah nahian karane diya. vah nahian ata mere ghar to maian jiji ke yahaan jakar to use dekh sakati hooan. maian shnan karake, ghat bharakar lauti. bhut bhara-bhara man tha. 'pata nahian ab kabhi nilamani mere ghar avega bhi ya nahian.' isi chinhta mean chali a rahi thi. door se apane dvar par drishti gayi aur maian thithak-kar kh di ho gayi. mujhe srishtikartta isase b da koee varadan nahian de sakata tha. shhyam mere ghar a gaya tha. vah dvar ki or pith karake dadhi-manhthan-patr ke samip donoan pair phailaye baitha tha. pith par ghuangharali alakean phaili thian. ek pair mo dakar ghutanoan ke bal ek hath se patr pak dakar utha aur patr mean ujhakakar dahine kar se tanik-sa navanit nikal kar mukh mean dala isane. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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