नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 340

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

55. brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh srishti ka kary mujhe bahut vh‍yagr rakhata hai. maian brahmalok jakar ek bar apane aramh‍bh kiye karyoan ko vh‍yavasthit karake lautana chahata tha; kh‍yoanki maian adhoore nirman chho dakar chala aya tha. lekin brahmalok ke dvar par pahuanchakar mera jo apaman hua- vah meri bhayankar bhooloan ke samh‍mukh bahut alh‍p tha. mere apane lok ke dvarapaloan ne mujhe apamanit-prata dit karake lautane ko vivash n kar diya hota; pata nahian mujhe brahmalok mean kitane kshan lagate. maian dvar par-se hi lauta to keval ek truti lage the aur itane mean prithh‍vi ka poora varsh pray: vh‍yatit ho gaya tha. maian brahmalok mean pravishh‍t ho pata to prithh‍vi par purushottam ki lila mean bahut badha p dati! in akhileshvar ne maian brahmalok mean pravishh‍t hi n ho paooan, isaka prabanh‍dh karake mujh par anukamh‍pa hi ki. dvarapaloan ne mujhe dekhate hi vetr utha liye. unh‍hoanne meri ek nahian suni. srishti ke param sanchalak ne mere sh‍than par koee aur chaturmukh brahma niyukt kar diya- yahi maianne samajha us samay. maianne poochha bhi- 'kh‍ya koee aur brahma adhipati hokar yahaan a gaye haian?' dvarapaloan ne mera upahas kiya- 'koee aur kh‍yoan aveange? hamare sh‍vami sh‍vayan aye haian. ve hamean savadhan kar gaye haian ki too mayavi asur unaka roop banakar yahaan pravesh ka prayatn karega! ham tere roop aur shabh‍doan ke sh‍var ke bhram mean nahian p dane vale haian.' maian samajh gaya ki maian sarveshvar dvara padachh‍yut kar diya gaya. mera sh‍var, mera sh‍varoop kisi ko bhi apane sankalh‍p se hi pradan karane mean ve samarth haian. sachamuch maian asur to ho hi chuka; kyoanki maianne shrikrishh‍n ke sh‍vajanoan par maya-prayog ki dhrishh‍tata ki. maianne yah bhi nahian socha ki bachh de evan balakoan ke prarabh‍dh mean matri-pitri-sh‍vajan-viyog tatha unake sh‍vajanoan, mata-pita ke prarabh‍dh mean, putr-viyog hai bhi ya nahian. praniyoan ke prarabh‍dh ki upeksha karake keval apane ahankar ke vashibhoot apani mani maryada par doosaroan ke gun-dosh ka nirnay karake unako apani ichh‍chha ke anusar chalane ka prayatn asur hi to kar sakata hai. yogamaya ke dvara samh‍mohit maian tab bhi nahian samajh saka tha ki vraj ke ye balak- ye bachhade़ meri srishti ke haian bhi ya nahian. inake sharir karm-prarabh‍dh ki parinati nahian haian aur inako meri maya sh‍parsh bhi nahian karati yadi inake hi adhishvar ki ichh‍chha ka anumodan n hota, yah to maian ab samajh saka hooan. us samay to maian apani bhool ke sudharane ke bhram mean shighr laut p da. mujhe apane padabhrashh‍t hone ka vaisa du:kh nahian tha, jaisa apani bhool ka pashchattap tha.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546