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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
148. shri raghunathadas ji ka grih thyag
kisi ki kavita ki kalakovidoan ne prashansa kar di hai, to vah apane ko hi ushana aur vedavyas samajhata hai. koee vidya ke mad mean, koee dhan ke mad mean, koee samhpatti, adhikar aur pratishhtha ke mad mean choor hai. kisi ka putr moorkh hai to vah usi ki chinhta mean sada du:khi bana rahata hai. isake viparit kisi ka sarvagun samhpanhn putr hai, to use tho da bhi rog hone se pita ka hriday dh dakane lag jata hai, yadi kahian vah mar gaya to phir prananht ke hi saman du:kh hota hai. aise sansar mean sukh kahaan, shanti kahaan, ananhd tatha ulhlas kahaan? yahaan to charoan or ghor vishanhnata, bhayankar du:kh aur bhaanti-bhaanti ki chinhtaoan ka samrajhy hai. sachhcha sukh to shariradhari shri guru ke charanoan mean hi hai. unhhian ke charanoan mean jakar paramashanti prapht ho sakati hai. jo pratishhtha nahian chahate, netrithv nahian chahate, man, samhman, b daee aur gurupane ki jinaki kamana nahian hai, jo is sansar mean nami purush banane ki vasana ko ekadam chho d chuke haian, unake liye guru charanoan ke atirikht koee doosara sukhakar, shantikar, ananhdakar tatha shitalata pradan karane vala shthan nahian hai. isaliye ab maian sansari bhogoan se poorn is ghar mean nahian rahooanga. ab maian shrichaitanhy charanoan ka hi ashray grahan karooanga, unhhian ki shantidayini sukhamayi krod mean balak ki bhaanti kri da karooanga. unake arun rangavale sunhdar taluoan ko apani jihva se chatooanga aur usi amritopam madhuri se meri tripti ho sakegi.
chaitanhyacharanamhbujoan ki pavan parag ke siva sukh ka koee bhi doosara sadhan nahian. yah sochakar ve kee bar puri ki or bhage bhi, kinhtu dhani pita ne apane suchatur karmachariyoan dvara inhhean phir se pak dava mangavaya aur sada inaki dekh-rekh rakhane ke nimitt das-paanch paharedar inake oopar bitha diye. ab ye banhdi ki tarah paharoan ke bhitar rahane lage. logoan ki aankh bachakar ye kshan bhar ko bhi kahian akele nahian ja sakate. isase inaki virah-vhyatha aur bhi adhik badh gayi. ye 'ha gaur! ha pranavalhlabh! 'kah-kahakar joroan se rudan karane lagate. kabhi-kabhi joroan se rudan karate hue kahane lagate- 'he hridayaraman! is vedanapoorn sagar se kab ubaroge? kab apane charanoan ki sharan doge? kab is adham ko apanaoge? kab ise apane pas bulaoge ? kis samay apani madhumayi amritavani se bhakti-tattv ke sudhasikt vachanoan is hriday ki dahakati huee jhvala ko bujhaoge.
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