चैतन्य चरितावली -प्रभुदत्त ब्रह्मचारी पृ. 412

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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari

80. hahakar


ha nath raman preshh‍th kvasi kvasi mahabhuj.
dasyaste kripanaya me sakhe darshay sannidhimh..[1]

nidra mean p di huee vishh‍nupriya ji ne karavat badalian. sahasa ve chauk p dian aur jaldi se uth‍kar baith gayian. mano unake oopar chaude़ maidan mean bijali gir p di ho, athava sote samay kisi ne unaka sarvasv haran kar liya ho. ve bhooli-si, pagali-si, besudhi-si, aankhoan ko malati huee charoan or dekhane lagian. unhean jagate hue bhi svapnaka-sa anubhav hone laga. ve apane hathoan se prabhu ki shayya ko tatolane lagian, kiantu ab vahaan tha hi kya! shuk to pianj da parityag karake vanavasi ban gaya. apane prananath ka panlag par n pakar vishh‍nupriya ji ne joroan ke sath chitkar mari aur ‘ha nath! ha pranapyare! mujh du:khini ko is prakar dhokha dekar chale gaye.’ yah kahate-kahate joroan se niche gir p dian aur oopar se girate hi besoodhi ho gayian. unake krandan ki dhh‍vani shachimata ke kanoan mean p di. unaki us karunakrandan se behoshi door huee. vahian p de-p de unhoanne kaha- ‘beti! beti! kya maian sachamooch lut gayi? kya mera ikalauta beta mujhe dhokha dekar chala gaya? kya vah meri aankhoan ka tara nikalakar mujh vidhava ko is vriddhavash‍tha mean andhi bana gaya? meri aankhoan ke do tare the. ek ke nikal jane par sochati thi, ek aankh se hi kam chala looangi. aj to doosara bhi nikal gaya. ab mujh andhi ko sansar soona-hi-soona dikhayi p dega. ab mujh andhi ki lathi kaun pakade़ga? beti! vishh‍nupriya! bolati kyoan nahian? kya nimaee sachamuch chala gaya?’ vishh‍nupriya behosh thian, unake mukh mean se avaj hi nahian nikalati thi. ve sas ki batoan ko n soonati huee joroan se rudan karane lagian. du:khini mata uthi aur l dakh dati huee prabhu ke shayan-bhavan mean pahuanchi. vahaan usane prabhu ke palang ko soona dekha. vishh‍nupriya niche p di huee rudan kar rahi thian. mata ki adhirata ka thikana nahian raha. ve joroan se rudan karane lagian- ‘beta nimaee! too kahaan chala gaya? are, apani is boodhi mata ko is tarah dhokha mat de. beta! too kahaan chhip gaya hai, mujhe apani soorat to dikha ja. beta! too roj prat:kal mujhe uthakar pranam kiya karata tha. aj maian kitani der se kh di hooan, uthakar pranam kyoan nahian karata!’ itana kahakar mata dipak ko uthakar ghar ke charoan or dekhane lagi. mano mera nimaee yahian kahian chhipa baitha hoga. mata palang ke niche dekh rahi thian. bichhauna ko bar-bar tatolatian, mano nimaee isi mean chhip gaya.

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tika tippani aur sandarbh

  1. bhagavan ke ras mean sahasa antardhan ho jane par viyog du:kh se vyakul huee gopikaean rudan kar rahi haian- ‘ha na‍th! ha raman karane vale! o hamare pranoan se bhi pyare! o mahaparakrami! pyare! tum kahaan ho? tumhare viyog se ham atyant hi din haian. ham apaki das haian; hamean apane darshan do.’ shrimadbha. 10/30/40

sanbandhit lekh

chaitany charitavali
kram sankhya vishay prishth sankhya
1. mangalacharan 12
2. isht-prarthana 13
3. guroo-vandana 15
4. bhakt-vandana 17
5. vyasopadesh 21
6. chaitany-kalin bharat 26
7. chaitany-kalin bangal 30
8. vansh-parichay 36
9. pradurbhav 38
10. nimaee 42
11. prem-pravah 46
12. alaukik balak 50
13. baly-bhav 53
14. bal-lila 56
15. chaanchaly 60
16. advaitachary aur unaki pathashala 67
17. vishvaroop ka vairagy 72
18. vishvaroop ka grih-tyag 77
19. nimaee ka adhyayan ke liye agrah 82
20. vratabandh 87
21. pita ka paralokagaman 90
22. vidyavyasangi nimaee 92
23. vivah 99
24. chanchal pandit 103
25. navadvip mean eeshvarapuri 107
26. poorv bangal ki yatra 111
27. patni-viyog aur pratyagaman 117
28. navadvip mean digvijayi pandit 120
29. digvijayi ka parabhav 123
30. digvijayi ka vairagy 131
31. sarvapriy nimaee 137
32. shrivishnupriya-parinay 142
33. prakriti-parivartan 148
34. bhaktistrot um dane se pahale 153
35. shrigayadham ki yatra 157
36. prem-strot um d p da 163
37. nadiya mean pratyagaman 167
38. vahi premonmad 172
39. sarvapratham sankirtan aur adhyapaki ka ant 178
40. kripa ki pratham kiran 184
41. bhakt-bhav 189
42. advaitachary aur unaka sandeh 194
43. shrivas ke ghar sankirtanarambh 198
44. dhir-bhav 205
45. shrinrisianhavesh 210
46. shrivarahavesh 213
47. nimaee ke bhaee nitaee 216
48. snehakarshan 222
49. vyasapooja 228
50. advaitachary ke oopar kripa 234
51. advaitachary ko shyamasundararoop ke darshan 239
52. prachchhann bhakt pundarik vidyanidhi 246
53. nimaee aur nitaee ki prem-lila 252
54. dvividh-bhav 256
55. bhakt haridas 259
56. haridas ki nam-nishtha 263
57. haridasaji dvara nam-mahatmy 270
58. saptaprahariya bhav 276
59. bhaktoan ko bhagavan ke darshan 282
60. bhagavadbhav ki samapti 288
61. premonh‍matt avadhoot ka padodakapan 292
62. ghar-ghar mean harinam ka prachar 296
63. jagaee-madhaee ki kroorata nityanand ki unake uddhar nimitt prarthana 301
64. jagaee-madhaee ka uddhar 308
65. jagaee aur madhaee ki prapanh‍nata 316
66. jagaee-madhaee ka pashh‍chattap 321
67. sajh‍jan-bhav 325
68. shrikrishh‍n–lilabhinay 329
69. bhakh‍toan ke sath prem-rasash‍vadan 339
70. bhagavat-bhajan mean badhak bhav 348
71. nadiya mean prem-pravah aur kaji ka ath‍yachar 355
72. kaji ki sharanagati 360
73. bhaktoan ki lilaean 372
74. navanurag aur gopi-bhav 381
75. sannyas se poorv 386
76. bhaktavrind aur gaurahari 392
77. shachimata aur gaurahari 398
78. vishh‍nupriya aur gaurahari 402
79. param sahriday nimaee ki nirdayata 406
80. hahakar 412
81. gaurahari ka sannyas ke liye agrah 414
82. sannyas-diksha 420
83. shri‍krishh‍n-chaitany 429
84. radh-desh mean unmatt-bhraman 433
85. shantipur mean advaitachary ke ghar 439
86. matako sannyasi putr ke darshan 447
87. shachimata ka sannyasi putr ke prati matri-sneh 453
88. puri-gaman ke poorv 456
89. puri ke path mean 460
90. mahaprabhu ka premonh‍mad aur nith‍yananh‍daji dvara danh‍d–bhang 466
91. shrigopinath kshirachor 473
92. shrisakshigopal 482
89. puri 456
93. shribhuvaneshh‍var mahadev 490
94. shrijaganh‍nath ji ke darshan se moorchha 496
95. achary vasudev sarvabhaum 500
96. sarvabhaum aur gopinathachary 505
97. sarvabhaum bhakh‍t ban gaye 510
98. sarvabhaum ka bhagavat-prasad mean vishh‍vas 516
99. sarvabhaum ka bhaktibhav 519
100. dakshin yatra ka vichar 523
101. dakshin yatra ke prash‍than 528
102. vasudev ku‍shh‍thika uddhar 532
103. raja ramananh‍d ray 538
104. ray ramananh‍d dvara sadhh‍y tath‍v prakash 542
105. ray ramananh‍d se sadhan-samh‍banh‍dhi prashh‍n 549
106. dakshin ke tirthoan ka bhraman 554
107. dhani tirtharam ko prem aur veshyaoan ka uddhar 557
108. dakshin ke tirthoan ka bhraman (2) 561
109. dakshin ke shesh tirthoan mean bhraman 564
110. nauro ji dakoo ka uddhar 569
111. nilachal mean prabhu ka prath‍yagaman 572
112. rem ras lolup bhramar bhakh‍toan ka agaman 574
113. maharaj prataparudr ko prabhu darshan ke liye aturata 584
114. gaur bhakh‍toan ka puri mean apoorv sammilan 588
115. bhakh‍toan ke sath mahaprabhu ki bheant 592
116. rajaputr ko prem dan 596
117. gunticha (udyan mandir) marjan 600
118. shri jaganh‍nath ji ki rath yatra 605
119. maharaj prataparudr ko premadan 614
120. puri mean bhakh‍toan ke sath ananh‍d vihar 617
121. bhakh‍toan ki vidaee 621
122. sarvabhaumake ghar bhiksha aur amogh-uddhar 625
123. nityanand ji ka go d-desh mean bhagavannam-vitaran 628
124. nityanand ji ka grihasthashram mean pravesh 631
125. prakashanand ji ke sath patr-vyavahar 635
126. puri mean gau diy bhaktoan ka punaragaman 641
127. prabhu ke vrindavan jane se bhaktoan ko virah 644
128. janani ke darshan 648
129. vishnupriya ji ko sannyasi svami ke darshan 653
130. vrindavan ke path mean 658
131. shri roop aur sanatan 662
132. raghunathadas ji ko prabhu ke darshan 666
133. puri mean pratyagaman aur vrindavan ki punah yatra 671
134. shri vrindavan adi tirthoan ke darshan 676
135. pathanoan ko prem-dan aur prayag mean pratyagaman 680
136. shri roop ko prayag mean mahaprabhu ke darshan 684
137. mahaprabhu vallabhachary 689
138. mahaprabhu vallabhachary aur mahaprabhu gauraangadev 695
139. roop ki vidaee aur prabhu ka kashi-agaman 699
140. shri sanatan ki karagrih se mukti aur kashi mean prabhu-darshan 707
141. shri sanatan ka adbhut vairagy 712
142. shri sanatan ko shastriy shiksha 716
143. sh‍vami prakashananh‍d ji man se bhakh‍t bane 724
144. shri prakashanand ji ka atmasamarpan 736
145. shri sanatan vrindavan ko aur prabhu puri ko 742
146. prabhu ka puri mean bhaktoan se punarmilan 745
147. nilachal mean sanatan ji 753
148. shri raghunathadas ji ka grih th‍yag 760
149. ghunathadas ji ka uth‍kat vairagh‍y 770
150. chhote haridas ko sh‍tri-darshan ka danh‍d 779
151. dhan maangane vale bhrith‍y ko danh‍d 785
152. gopinath pattanayak sooli se bache 788
153. shri shivanand sen ki sahanashilata 796
154. puridas ya kavi karnapoor 799
155. mahaprabhu ki alaukik kshama 803
156. nindak ke prati bhi samman ke bhav 806
157. mahatma haridas ji ka golokagaman 812
158. bhakt kalidas par prabhu ki param kripa 819
159. jagadanand ji ke sath prem-kalah 823
160. jagadanand ji ki ekanishtha 829
161. shri raghunath bhatt ko prabhu ki ajna 837
162. gamh‍bhira-mandir mean shri gauraang 841
163. prem ki avash‍thaoan ka sankshiph‍t parichay 848
164. mahaprabhu ka divh‍yonh‍mad 863
165. govardhan ke bhram se chatakagiri ki or gaman 867
166. shri krishh‍nanh‍veshan 869
167. unh‍madavash‍tha ki adabhut akriti 874
168. lokatit divh‍yonh‍mad 880
169. sharadiy nishith mean divh‍y ganh‍dh ka anusaran 883
170. shri advaitachary ji ki paheli 886
171. samudrapatan aur mrith‍yudasha 889
172. mahaprabhu ka adarshan athava lilasanvaran 894
173. shrimati vishh‍nupriya devi 901
174. shri shri nivasachary ji 910
175. thakur naroth‍tamadas ji 917
176. mahaprabhu ke vrinh‍davanash‍th chh: gosh‍vamigan 920
177. shri chaitanh‍y–shikshashh‍tak 931
178. aantim prishth 938

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