shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari18. vishvaroop ka grih-tyag
dhanyaah khalu mahatmano munayah satyasammataah. bandhan ka hetu mamatv hai, mamatv ka sambandh man se hai. jisane man se mamatv ko nikal diya, vah to nityamukt hi hai. usake liye n koee apana hai n paraya, vah to anek roopoan mean ek hi atma ko charoan or dekhata hai, phir vah sankuchit sima mean apane ko abaddh nahian rakh sakata. vishvaroop ne nishchay kar liya ki mujhe is grih ko tyag dena chahiye. jahaan par mata-pita hi mujhe apana samajhate haian, jahaan nityaprati bhaanti-bhaanti ke sansari pralobhanoan ke ane ki sambhavana hai, aisi jagah ab adhik din thaharana thik nahian hai. aisa nishchay kar lene par ek din inhoanne apani mata ko ek pustak dete hue kaha- ‘maan, yah pustak nimaee ke liye hai, jab vah b da ho to is pustak ko use de dena, bhool mat jana.’ mata ne saralata ke sath uttar diya- ‘tab tak too kahian chala tho de hi jayaga. maian bhool jaooan to too to n bhoolega. too hi ise apane hath se use dena aur padhana. too bhi to ab pandit ban gaya hai. nimaee tujhase hi padha karega.’ vishvaroop ne manasik bhavoan ko chhipate hue kaha- ‘haan, thik hai, maian raha to de hi dooanga, kintu too bhi is bat ko yad rakhana.’ bholi-bhali mata ko kya pata ki mera vishvaroop ab do hi char din ka mehaman hai. do-char din ke bad phir isaki manamohini soorat ham logoan ko kabhi bhi dekhane ko n mil sakegi. mata apane kam-dhandhe mean lag gayi. ja de ka samay hai, khoob k dake ka ja da p d raha hai. sabhi prani jade़ ke mare gu damu di mare ratri mean so rahe haian. charoan or niravata ka samrajy hai, kahian bhi kolahal sunayi nahian p data, sarvatr stabdhata chhayi huee hai. aise samay vishvaroop ko nidra kahaan? ve to bhavishy-jivan ko mahan banane ki oohapoh mean lage hue haian. ghar mean ek bar drishti dali. ek or mata so rahi hai, usake pas hi chupachap nimaee aankh band kiye hue shayan kar rahe haian. mishr ji doosari or rajaee odhe khat par so rahe haian. vishvaroop ne ek bar khoob dhyan se pita ki or dekha. sir ke bal pake hue the, muanh par jhurriyaan p di huee thian. hamesha grihasthi ki chinta karate rahane se unaka svabhav hi chintamay ban gaya tha, sote samay bhi mano ve kisi gahari chinta mean doobe hue haian. nirdhan vriddh ke chehare ki or dekhakar ek bar to vishvaroop apane nishchay se vichalit hue. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ ve saty ki upasana karane vale jitatma mahabhag mahatma munigan dhany haian, jinhean n to kisi se anurag hai aur n kisi se dvesh. jo sabhi praniyoan mean samanabhav rakhakar sabhi ko samadrishti se dekhate haian. shriva. ra. su. 26/46
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